Molested as a kid, and want to get raped by dad again.

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My stepdad caught me and my bf naked in bed and asked if we'd had sex. As i said no he asked my bf why he hadn't fucked me. As he said he didn't know my stepdad pulled out his cock and said do i need to show you what to do. He then got between my legs and started rubbing his cock on my pussy. I told him to stop but he didn't and as he pushed his cock in my pussy and started fucking me he said that my pussy was so tight. He told my bf it was his turn to fuck me. My bfs cock was bigger and as he fucked me my stepdad said that my bf had a really nice big cock. I know he raped me but it was amazing and i told him that he raped me and said hopefully it will happen again

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It was the first time our parents left me in charge when they went to a wedding.
I was able to get my youngest sister, who was fresh out of a tub bath, wrapped only in a towel, to look at online porn sites that I had pretended to have found by "accident". With the help of the vids I got her to let me lick her vag.
I did my best to copy the vid and my sis seemed to really enjoy it after initially giggling a lot because she said it tickled her. After a little while she sort of started to verbally guide my licks as she held her vag open with one finger from both her hands.
I opened my jeans and showed her my little erection and I got her to touch it.
It was sort of more difficult to convince her to let me put my penis into her but she gave in and I gently slipped into her hairless vagina.
I was thirteen and barely had any control.
I slipped in her and paused. We both adjusted ourselves. She was a lot shorter than me so my chin rested on the top of her head. I could already feel that I was about to squirt. I felt my sister very warm hands lightly grip my waist on either side and told me to go ahead and move like in the vids.
I swear I lightly humped into that warmly moist and firm grip of her vag no more than five times and I let out all my semen into her. My penis went limp immediately as I came.
She was too young to get pregnant but not young enough to not notice that I did not do it to her for the same amount of time that the guys in vids were doing it to those chicks and she expressed her disappointment. I felt embarrassed and apologized.
She was sort of annoyed with me and left for her room while cleaning her bag with her towel. I got scared that she'd tell on me but she never did...but she never did it again with me either.

Omg that's insanely hot!

Its such a relief reading about how some girls liked it or compartmentalized it or have a understanding or acceptance of things they've been through in a more positive or empowering way. Ive always felt like I was too weird or sick because I liked what I did when I was younger. Its only recently I've been able to share openly with anyone and its my current boyfriend. Alot of my fantasies are intertwined with my past and hes been so good at navigating those with me. Its also been helpful to read about other women who have similar feelings and ideas.

I have come to terms with all of my childhood sexual activities. I kept the secrets because I enjoyed it because it felt good and how it made me feel emotionally.
Though I never engaged in sex with an adult, I did engage with older teens, both mid teen boys(13/14) and a couple of later teen girls (16/17) that baby sat me when I was a preteen. We were lucky that we did not get caught. I admit that I have masturbated a few times while thinking about those times.
It is a part of my history and part of me BUT I have no intention of telling anyone, male or female (I identify as Bi) that I am in a relationship with UNLESS they confess FIRST.

I have a history of having been in a sexual relationship with an adult when I was a preteen but I have never felt like I had been "Molested or Abused" I willing participated, willingly cooperated and I would look forward to our next intimate engagement as soon as we would start to develope our next pretexts to be together. It abruptly stopped when I had my first period. Deep inside I sort of knew that would happen when it did. I've kept all of this from both my parents and husband.

Yes my husband & family have no idea of my extensive childhood sexual activities. I never felt and still do not feel like I was "molested".
I won't tell them because of the dynamics of my born again Christian husband and family.
I know Jesus has forgiven me and that is enough for me and yet I have to confess that I do like to go to sexually orientated websites.

It wasnt until after I had my period and through puberty and until I was 13 and 14 did my ideas and feelings shift a little. I knew it felt wrong the whole time. But when I started to like it, I thought at least it didnt just feel wrong because now it felt good too. There wasnt actual sex or penetration so maybe it would have been different I dont know. I just remember the shift that I had. I actually started wanting it.

My daughter was molested and raped by my brother from a really young age. He went to jail for being caught with his own daughter by his babysitter. Shortly after my daughter told me everything. But says she enjoyed it and even went out of her way to get more

Does thinking about her getting raped turn you on?? Would you have watched?

That’s sad and hot at the same time

I was initially surprised that she could enjoy penetration that young. 5 when he first started touching and licking her. 6 when he penetrated. I had her in therapy for the first few months after coming forward but nothing changed. She insisted she wanted it more than he did.

So hot!

My wife confessed to me a long time ago that her dad fucked her for years starting when she was 12. She said the first time she enjoyed it; but then she learned that it was wrong so she felt dirty about it. As she got older she became the one to initiate fucking her dad and she had a sexual relationship with him pretty much until she and I got married. She even told me that she fucked her dad one last time the morning of our wedding before her bridesmaids picked her up to start getting ready.

My wife came to our wedding with her dads and brothers cum running down her legs, from her pussy and add. I got the cream pies later. Day I’ll never forget.

I’d be thanking my father in law lol for training her

Lucky guy and lucky father!

If I would have known at that time I probably would have pissed and left her. But she told me about 5 years ago when my sexual fantasies became more dirty and accepting. Now I fantasize constantly about my FIL cumming in my wife’s pussy while she wears her wedding dress and that his cum was leaking from her pussy while he walked her down the aisle

Let's hear some more details

Is it something you guys could pick up and start doing again? Im wondering if too much years have gone by.

Her dad died last year. She felt really guilty about it even though I assured her that I was okay with it. So even if he was still alive I’m confident she would not go back to fucking him.

I have to admit that I actually enjoyed the sexual experiences that I had as a child.
I kept the secret because I was enjoying it and I did NOT want my parents to find out about it. I was too young to get pregnant and that was a clear advantage that I did not actually appreciate until I started having my periods. Not all kids felt or feel negative about having that kind of contact experience.

Who was he ? How old were you ?

How old were you/ the one molesting you? Will you go into detail?

I would not call it molesting - I tried to fuck my little sis when I was 15 but came between her thighs, and she massaged her pussy with the thick liquid. From then on she would sneak into my bed and we would kiss and fondle each others genitals and had regular oral acts. Within a year we got into mutual mastutbation. This suited us better for the next about 5 yrs before we had full sex to our enjoyment.

That’s still molesting. That is also still hot as fuck

That's so sexy

I was about 7 first time I had a cock in my mouth, I didn't know anything about gay sex and thought it was normal

Well I was younger then you the 1st time I had my brothers cock head in my mouth (sucking & swallow )
And later I had my other brothers cock in my mouth to (brotherly love) I kept it a secret .
Thy made a promise that when I start to shot my sperm - thy would be there to suck me off
*Thy both died before that happen *
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I was ten the first time I engaged in sucking off my fourteen year old boy cousin while we looked at online porn sites on his laptop.

I have a very secret sexual history from my childhood that I would rather not repeat but I know that it has played a part of who I am today. I do feel shame of my then willing participation in the making of both vids and pics. I cannot put to words the feeling of knowing that those things are still out there on that dark web thing. My husband has no idea as I just could not bring myself to expose my shame to such a kind and wonderful man. I struggle with what was my behavior back then.

I still struggle to come to terms with all of my very willing participation in those sexual activities during my childhood as well.

I bottomed for an adult male when I was eleven. His adult sized erection penetrating my child sized anus hurt like crazy !!! It was over super quick but it hurt so much that I did not try anything with another guy until I was almost fifteen. He was twelve and his was smaller than mine. I bottomed for him repeatedly during summer break since my mom worked I'd sneak him over almost all day ;)

Would love to hear more

Nice

That’s pretty twisted but it makes my cock insanely hard