Am I gay?

I have two names and two different lives.

To most people, I'm the blackest and straightest home-brewed guy, J R is what they call me. I treat homies like my brothers and women get dicked down hard they keep coming back despite the side dishes. I am hung, basketball shorts don't cover me haha. I have neighbour kids calling me cool, I throw a punch when I need to and I am a supporter of my people against white supremacy.

This would've just been my identity, but when I was younger I got into some porn and talking to some wild dudes. Remember when cams were a thing? Fuck i was a shit kid and I got hit hard with this fucked up shit, I can't stop.

And so to others, I'm a slave to the white cock, N****r F*g. I'm on Sniffies trying to find BWC, i turn up with my dog collar and chains, he blasts me with crystal, and then calls me the most racist shit ever as he breaks my ass. I fucking spray the walls when I'm in that zone, and I'm addicted to it. Noone knows this side exists though. Noone. And noone can.

They are two completely different people and separated by name and secret of each other. If they're separate like that, am I still gay or just that one side?

By Anonymous Apr 21

Fetish CONFESSION

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