I can't wait to get an apartment so I can be a dirty slut
I had a strict upbringing. My mother allowed my brother to have sex and be normal but she would isolate me and abuse me. I'm still a virgin and also awkward because of my isolated childhood. I only ever did stuff with guys online like on webcam. I loved the attention because I never got it growing up. I also found out I'm into kinky degrading shit I think due to being m**lested by different men numerous times when I was younger. I didn't like being abused like that but for some reason that type of abuse makes it so you can only get turned on by abuse. I sometimes fantasize about having my own apartment so I can engage in the dirtiest, sluttiest, degrading sex I can. My favorite fantasy is being facefucked, gangbanged, and creampied by homeless men and letting them piss on me and drinking it also.
I don't know if I would have the courage in real life but I daydream about it constantly. I'm still living with my parents so I haven't been able to bring men over but I'm so close to getting an apartment and I hope it all works out.
After you start webcamming you should go to your mom's house and tell her, or better still, show her video. Then tell her through therapy you found out it was because you hadn't been disciplined by a stern mother. Taunt her into giving you spankings or beltings. I'll bet she enjoys it and will even rub your clit between spanks. Once you're both doing this a lot, you should get her drunk and get her to webcam with you. She can punish you and then lick your pussy while calling you names.
Whatever you do should make sure you become known as the asshole licker. You will never be alone
I'll help you move in to your new apartment.