Fucking cheater

I've cheated in every serious relationship I've been in. I can be very much in love and respect it and care about it and not intend to and etc and etc. I don't exactly want to but there is a disconnect somewhere between my mind and my heart and my pussy. It's so difficult to explain. I need to try and explain it here. I could go without the trash talk and shaming right now. I know it's the internet so what do I really expect, right? But here goes.
If I get hit on or get some kind of attention it makes me feel validated. It makes me feel good and even if I'm in a relationship, there's something inside of my head that immediately makes me lean into it. I play into it and I want to hear more, that encourages the person hitting on me. It keeps going and progressing and I want more and more from them. I find myself not being able to stop. Sometimes it's quicker than other times, but i end up hooking up with them. Maybe i hook up with them once or maybe it's a few times. It's a constant cycle with a constant stream of guys. I can say I love my boyfriend. But something is wrong with me. I think this is how it is to be a drug addict. I can meet up with a stranger and let him fuck me and swallow his cum and then have an amazing time with my bf and not even think about what I just did.

By Anonymous Apr 3

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