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The point of no return!
To begin with, i am 44 years old, told by many others that i look much younger than i really am, was born and raised in China, left China 8 yrs ago when i was 36 to move to Canada to be with my Canadian born black husband that i met and married in China when i was still living there 11 years ago. I have always had an abnormally high high sex drive and sexual needs, as well as constant sexual cravings that come into my mind regularly and just drive me right up the wall!
My husband has told me and also friends of ours also that I am an absolutely incredible fantastic fuck, as he describes me that way, and also that before he met me he never thought a blow job could be as good as it is from me! And sure, I will admit that him feeling that way about me definitely is flattering, but I told him at times that openly telling friends of his, most of whom are black also like he is, has caused some of them to begin flirting with me every chance they get, with some of them even coming right on to me when husband is out of town on one of his regular 2 or sometimes 3 week business trips back east! Husband says not to worry, they mean no harm doing that, yet when him and i have an out and out wild wild raw lustful fuck session, usually in locations not the norm, he then would during the sex start telling me about this friend or that friend of his, that has told him they would love to try me sexually, etc, etc, etc, and even describing what they look like in the nude from him having seen them in the common shower areas at the gym or racquetball club when they have been there together! And then filling my head up with saying things to me like whomever the friend was he was talking about at that particular time, saying to me how with my sex drive, and me being a nymphomaniac if there are such types of women, how for sure i would be right into the guy, and asking me then in the middle of a wild wild fuck session together how strongly i would love to have the guy he was talking about to me undress me and fuck me wildly etc, etc, etc! And myself at that moment totally right into the sex with husband and me not thinking coherently at all, ha ha, and him asking me that again and again, me replying yes for sure, in response!
Well after months and months of this during sex with husband happening, and myself noticing some of his hot black friends flirting with me more and more often, i began thinking more and more about what it seemed to me that my husband had been telling me during sex about some of his friends, that they were crazy about me, had asked him what i was like sexually, had huge desires to fuck me, as he told me also, and i began to think about what it appeared to me to be his approval for me to fuck some friends of his if i was right into them that way! And then by accident, one of the wives of one of the friends mentioned to me that she had heard from her husband that i always have 4 or 5 orgasms every time i have sex, etc, etc, and i found out not only had my husband told these friends about how i am sexually and how i look nude, but also that i had confessed to him during sex with him that i would love to fuck the friends he had been telling me about, one at a time like!
So i made a decision, and the next time husband and i had wild sex, right in the middle of it, i asked him if in fact he for some reason wanted me to fuck some of his friends, the one's that i got turned on by when they flirted with me or came on to me! And he responded that even though i refuse to tell him the truth, he just knows that i have cheated more than once with other men, and that he has no right to tell me who or who not i can fuck, but if i was going to fuck other men as well as him, he would feel more comfortable if it was friends other than strangers who could possibly present a serious danger to me! So said no more, i had my answer! And i realized he had crossed over the line defining the point of no return, and a week later he went on another 2 week business trip and i began taking his advice seriously with some of his male friends!
So, do u think i was right in how i handled this situation? And, do u agree also that my husband had as much responsibility as myself, for me doing what i did and still do by the way? Your honest comments would be appreciated!
There is this post "I'm Addicted" that I think you would like. This lady gets gang raped every 3 days by a bunch of black men. It really turned me on and I sent a very degrading comment - you will see the similarities in my writing. Here it is ... (yea I know it is bad ... really bad...)
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You know you are a whore. I love you for it. It takes three days to replace all the man's sperm from a fuck fest. They want to fuck you up, get you pregnant and turn you into a sex slave because your husband is going to dump you. FUCK yea, you will be hu-cow for BBC. You will not ever need clothes again. Just live off the sperm and piss you get.
I loved your story.
Like you, I can't get enough sex. I love to fuck until my cock is raw and then want some more.
You get fucked until you pass out. That is hot. I bet they are ass fucking the shit out of you while you are out cold. Fuck I bet you are tight and then get swollen afterwards. Tell us baby, can you take all that nigger cock up your ass? Fuck yea, I would love to see you DP with multiple cocks in your cunt and then in your ass. Ripe your ass apart so you shit on yourself.
Here is what I would do you
You need to be used and degraded.
I would fuck you until you begged me not to cum and make you pregnant. You would beg me to use your asshole for my pleasure. I would piss in your ass crack and tell you that my piss is the only lube you would be getting and then start fucking your shit hole. It would hurt and you would beg me to reach around and start balling your tits hard to take you mind off your torn anus. I would cum and my hot sperm would hit your torn asshole and you would pass out from the pain. When you woke up, you would be swollen and I would do it again.....and again. You will be a mindless piece of fuck meat.
Yummy! The thought of a beautiful Asian wife riding a beautiful black cock and covering it with her juice, is one of the most erotic things I can imagine! I wish I was there to clean you both up!
Openness and honesty are key. I think that you should have some very explicit, very direct conversations with your husband about expectations, boundaries, and such. I think that you should absolutely tell him in detail everything that you're doing, either face to face or in writing. And I think that he CRAVES this and will love you and lust after you more than he ever has knowing that his sexy wife is now a hotwife!
Please keep us all updated on this, good and bad! Congratulations on this new, exciting chapter in your marriage!
You did nothing wrong my husband did the same thing with me when we first got married always talking about how hot it would be to see me with another man sucking cock and getting fucked by someone. One night he was talking about it when we were having sex and I asked him are you serious about this and he said definitely. So one night when we were out in a club drinking I started dancing with a guy it was getting late and I told my husband to go home by himself because I was going home with this other guy. I stayed with him all night long he fucked me for hours and I had him drive me home when I walked in the door my husband was standing there waiting for me and he wanted to know everything I just took his hand and put it on my pussy that had cum leaking from it.he walked me to the bedroom and he fucked me like never before saying how much he loved me that I made him so happy. After that I had sex with anyone I wanted to when ever I wanted. Sometimes I let him watch if the other guy was okay with it. My husband was the one that started this and he better not try to stop me now.
Sounds like he wanted you to do it. He may be doing the same thing on his road trips and is feeling guilty about it or he may get hot by asking you to give details about what you do with his friends!