My weird confession

Hey everyone. My therapist thinks I should get this out somewhere. Sorry if it’s going to be long. . I’m Britany. I’m 26, married, 2 children. I get myself off to weird things. I always have. I can’t tell my husband. It’s embarrassing. When I started touching myself, my parents were splitting up so I lived at both houses. Both of them were dating people right away and both having sex. Loud sex. I remember I was using a pillow between my legs. Or at least that’s what got me horny. I had my eyes closed, exploring my soft pussy. It felt so good, I can remember. I heard my dad grunt. I ignored it. Then his deep voice “Suck on daddy’s fat dick, you love it, don’t you”. I’ve heard my parents before. Mostly moaning and it wasn’t ever often. This was different. I was tracing my hole with my finger and brushing over my clit. I heard her moan and slapping sounds. I hated that it turned me on but it was sex! I was so sensitive and my heart was beating so fast. She was so loud. Then my dad asked her where, “ In my pussy daddy” then them both making noises. I knew my dad was cumming in that woman and I came like better than I ever imagined I could.

It was a while before I heard my mom. Not that I was really trying to hear but she got a new boyfriend and he stayed over. She must’ve thought I was asleep. When I heard her moaning, I felt weird listening to her over my dad. It ended great though. I can’t ever forget these moments word for word. After those moans, she let out a long one and “Fuck you are so much bigger than my husband, you’re too big, oh my god, you fuck, don’t stop”. My fingers slipped into my panties. My mom was a little slut, getting spanked, gagging loud on his dick and practically begging for it in her ass. I remember hearing her after say she hope I was asleep, they laughed and she told him to carry her to the bathroom because he broke her.

Between them, I started touching myself at school. In the bathroom, hiding in a room somewhere, nurses office and sometimes in class. I was usually good at hiding it too. But when I put my head down to cum, no one was looking. I didn’t make a noise and my legs were crossed. No one would notice I thought. My teacher was staring right at me smiling. My heart dropped. It got even worse when he asked me to stay after. He was very serious and told me I had to see him right after school. I thought I was in trouble all day. No, he was just a pervert. He asked sexual questions seducing me but I didn’t realize. He got me to do it in front of him. It was like a high. He showed me my first big dick. I touched myself just like he told me and came for him. For those who ask, yes, I slept with him. A bunch. He showed me a thing or two. For that lesson, it was how good it felt to rub my pussy with something big in it. I barely made it home before rubbing whatever cum was left on my pussy and thinking about how good he looked pulsing cum into me. That’s not the point of this though.

It wasn’t only my parents and teachers. I got off all sorts of places thinking of watching all sorts of things. I couldn’t tell my boyfriends. I was at an exs house waiting for him to get out of baseball practice. I was bored and horny of course. I was rubbing but that turned into me bent over fingering my pussy and a finger probing my ass. I was face first on his dirty boxers. I know, weird. His little brother walked right in. I never had a sexual feeling for him ever but in that moment I did. He watched me cum. I seen he was hard and even though no one was home, I told him to close the door. I got on my back and told him to cum. I believe my words were “Take out that dick and cum on this wet pussy”. He gave me a little and I came and it got worse. I pulled his shirt and told him to fuck me. He asked if he was doing good and I asked if he was still a virgin, he was. God, I loved that. I never took a virginity before. I had my legs up and spread rubbing away. I came hard everytime because it was naughty. I don’t know how many times he came. I was a wet and cummy mess. It’s not about the sex. He loved watching me play. He would ask for it and I would. His favorite was over his face. He licked what he could and I did the rest. He would cum all over himself. He fucked my ass a lot since it didn’t hurt and I was always scared my ex would know. The dirtiest thing I did with him was cum in front of his two friends and while I let them jerk off on me, he fucked my ass. I knew he wanted to be cool in front of his friends. Not the point though.

Last thing I think. I can comment more maybe. Around that time I got caught smoking pot. I got home early one day and seen my dad’s truck at my mom’s. I was scared they were going to freak out again but together was so much worse. Especially that I cut last period. I decided to look to see if they were in my room. They weren’t. Not in the kitchen or the living room either. I walked around to go out the other way and walked by the sunroom. It was all windows but the shades were always down. I heard a noise and looked through a broken shade. There was my mom on her knees sucking my dad. I’ve seen my mom naked before but never my dad. He had a big dick and my heart started racing again. I was in a perfect spot to reach in my panties. My dad was so rough with mom’s boobs. He rubbed his cock on her face giggling with her. He reached down between her legs and kissed her. “You missed that cock? Huh? You fucking want it?” Mom said she did and she needed it. He grabbed her by her ponytail and threw her panties over and fucked her. Back and forth with some amazing dirty talk. Just loud enough for me to hear. That and that hard slapping. I don’t know how big her ex was but my dads dick was probably bigger. He sat back and held her hair. She knew what to do jerking him off on her face. They said they needed to clean up before I got home and planned for another day. My underwear was saturated with my juices.

By Anonymous Feb 17

Embarrassing CONFESSION

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