Me, male, deflowered by my cousin

I was about 12 years old and spent a few days at my aunt's house in the summer of 1974 while my parents organized our house move.

My upbringing was strictly Catholic and, as far as physical and sexual matters were concerned, quite repressed.

I had often looked at porn magazines together with my best friend Klaus, which we had found at the bus shelter, for example. There was often stuff like that lying around. Today, I don't even want to know what it was all covered in, which we had little idea about at the time.
Well, I was at the age where I liked to jerk off to what I saw in the porn magazines. But I had never ejaculated until then. I remember very well that my main pastime at that time was reading books.

At that time, in my aunt's house, I would lie on my bed for most of the day and read “Winnetou 3” by Karl May. My cousin Monika came into my room every now and then to encourage me to go for a bike ride, but I didn't feel like it and turned her down. Silly me.

On the evening of the third day - I was lying in the bathtub, enjoying the cozy warmth and daydreaming - my cousin, who was about a year older than me, crept into the bathroom. She was only wearing girl's panties. I must not have noticed her at first, because I continued to hold my penis in my right hand and rubbed it unconsciously.

Suddenly I felt the gentle touch of her hand on my right hand. I was scared to death! My erection collapsed immediately and I straightened my upper body abruptly so that a lot of the water sloshed out. I clasped both hands on my lap and shouted at Monika: “What are you doing? Why are you sneaking in here?”

“I didn't mean to scare you, I'm sorry,” she said, ”I just wanted to brush my teeth.”

Only now did I realize that she was standing in front of me naked on top. She had small, firm breasts with dark areolas from which her nipples stuck out firmly and straight. I think this sight has left its mark on me to this day, because I still like dark areolas and nipples more than the lighter variety.

“But you don't have to sneak in and scare me!” I grumbled. But I had almost forgiven her, I was so horny at the sight of her breasts.

“Sorry,” she repeated and turned to the sink. She was actually brushing her teeth while I watched her. Her bottom wiggled back and forth as she brushed. I thought it was quite womanly, of course quite firm. Her bottom was visible through the thin cotton fabric. The fabric had also pulled a little into the crease of her bottom due to the movement of her pelvis and bottom. I had to be careful not to get an erection right away.

After brushing her teeth, she turned around, whispered “Good night, Jürgen” and gave me a quick kiss on the forehead. She quickly disappeared from the bathroom.

I remember feeling like that kiss had left a glowing mark on my forehead.

Half an hour later, I had also brushed my teeth and was lying in my bed in my shorts and T-shirt. I was lying on my stomach, propped up on my elbows. The reading light was on because I wanted to read a few more pages in the book lying on the pillow in front of me.

But I hadn't gotten very far when the door slowly opened and my cousin crept into the room in the semi-darkness. She was still only wearing her panties. Once inside, she closed the door behind her just as quietly as she had opened it.

She walked quietly to my bed and sat on the edge of it.

“What do you want now?” I asked her gruffly.

“Hmm, I wanted to apologize to you again for earlier,” she replied. ”Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?”

“How could you? You nearly scared me to death!”

She looked at me mischievously. “You know, I couldn't help it when I saw you naked in the bath... stroking your willy. I really liked that.”

I felt a hot blush rise to my cheeks. At the same time, I noticed that she slipped her right hand under the comforter.
I was torn, I wanted to protest, but I was paralyzed.

The fact that I didn't do anything about it seemed to encourage her. In any case, she first put her right hand on my lower back. Then she let her hand slide down, under the waistband of my shorts. She stayed there briefly. Meanwhile, she placed her left hand on the inside of my thigh, her thumb very close to the hem of the leg opening.

Slowly, she continued on her way with her right hand. She stroked deeper and deeper into my shorts, between my buttocks. I got really hot and felt my testicles tighten and my cock get hard.

Monika grabbed my balls and squeezed them gently. I will never forget this pleasurable feeling.

What was I supposed to do? On the one hand, I still wanted to leave, but on the other, it was so exciting and new.

Monika's left hand had long since slipped down her leg and was stroking her pussy. I could see that clearly, even though the movements were very gentle.

Finally, I turned onto my back. However, this gave Minika's left hand free access to my cock. She grabbed it immediately and squeezed it firmly.

“Oh, what a hard little cock you have! Oh my, it's really big!” she whispered. ”Come on, take off my panties!”

She stood up and I did as I was told, swung my legs out of bed and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Her sweet belly button was right in front of my eyes. I leaned forward a little, grabbed the waistband of her panties at the sides and kissed her on the stomach, around the navel and on the navel at the same time. I slowly pulled the panties down until they were below her knees. She kicked her legs a little and it slipped all the way down.

She placed her left leg next to my hip on the edge of the bed and wordlessly guided my right hand to her blonde bush between her legs. My index finger first followed the side of her thigh, past her right labia majora. I already loved stroking the soft, curly pubic hair along my hand. After my entire hand had disappeared between her thighs, I slowly guided it back again, but this time a little further in the middle.

“Ohhh, how beautiful!” Monika sighed. “Keep going!”

I gripped my erect cock with my left hand and wanked it two or three times.

Now I slid the palm of my right hand back into her crotch, pushing my middle finger lightly into her crack. Finally, the tip of my middle finger found her pleasure hole and slowly penetrated her.

Monika moaned louder now, squeezed her thighs together and made thrusting movements with her hips.

I jerked my hardness a little again.

“I can't take it anymore, Jürgen,” she moaned, ”I want you to fuck me, I know you can do it.”

She spoke and grabbed my T-shirt, which she pulled over my head and simply dropped next to the bed.

I lay back down and took off my shorts too. Monika was immediately over and on top of me, grabbed my cock with her right hand and guided it to her warm, hot pussy.

I saw my bare, bulging glans disappear between her swollen labia. Despite her pubic hair, I could also clearly see the protruding clitoris and the small lobes of her inner labia.

A hot, wet heat gradually enveloped the entire length of my still innocent cock.

I think it had almost completely disappeared inside her when I felt a gentle resistance on the glans.

“You're so big and hard, Jürgen,” she moaned and gyrated her hips. Eventually she changed her movement to more of an up and down motion, which I found particularly hot.

Suddenly I felt her vagina tighten even more around my cock and wave-like convulsions ran through her. My cock also seemed to burst now, it twitched and I had a mega orgasm.

“Oho, oh, oooh,” we moaned in unison.

In the end, she lay with me for a while, more or less exhausted, and we stroked each other gently.

To this day, I can't say whether I took her virginity or not. Actually, I don't think she was still a virgin. Or she had already somehow deflowered herself. But the fact is that she had turned ME from a boy into a man that evening.