Intense desire and equal levels of self loathing
Ok so I’ve wanted my step daughter for a very long time, way too long! I just don’t know what to do about it. We have such an amazing relationship and I really don’t want to risk losing it and her.
We get along really well and sometimes I feel like she is having the same thoughts as me but I don’t know if it’s wishful thinking or it’s genuine.
Nothing has happened yet but it’s all I can think about. We were play fighting and few years ago and it got me so hot that I started getting really excited and I didn’t know what to do. I had to get up and try to hide my hardness in my very thin shorts waistband!!! I know she saw me and she did look a bit gutted that we had stopped.
I want more with her but how?
I know the feeling and struggle youre going through. You wonder if wanting it so bad is making a certain thing she said into something its not. You want it so bad you convince yourself that theres a vibe between you two. You're scared to bring it up and you think she hasn't brought it up either because shes scared too. Ive felt this way about my girlfriends mom. I think, theres no way I'm making all this up in my head, right? She definitely want to fuck. You just wish she would be more obvious, or you wish she would just tell you... but she never does, so you never will.
When you find out, let me know.