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8 months gay relationship
So 8 months ago i came out to everyone when i started a relationship with a guy i met online. Im 24 hes 38, im the bottom, stay at home. I lost all my family and friends when i came out. I dove in to this relationship head first, full on fem bottom. Im to the point its getting old, im starting to second guess whether or not i want this forever. In the beginning the sex was mind blowing, even kissing him would make my heart race, now it just feels routine. He gets off, doesnt kiss me much after or cuddle like we used to. Ive been recently watching straight porn and desiring girls again. Im seriously considering leaving him and moving on. Any advice?
Nov 27
I experimented with guys a lot in my early 20's. I'm a bottom and had a few hot experiences, things I really wanted to try. Now I'm in my 40's and wish I had skipped it. It ultimately left me unfulfilled and has made lots of other relationships harder. It took me a long time to admit that to myself. Banging guys is fun for a while but ultimately a life with no future.