Forbidden desire

Ok here we go, this one is kinda big and a lot of u WILL judge me for this, so my mom's sister she's my aunt obviously as long as I've been alive (2 decades) she's had this boyfriend who she now has 2 children with, they're younger than me but not that far off it's like 4 and 5 year age gap. They never married but he played a big part in my childhood as did she, she's still supporting me more than most of my family including my own mom is but me and her boyfriend have gone out drinking and it's usually with her as well but there's been a few times where it was just me and him. I like when it's just me and him but when we go out he calls me things like "babygirl" "baby" "mama" and he's been handsy and sweet, he says things that make me think he's tryna u know, sad thing is I want to too like badly I have daddy issues and I like older men and I wanna mount that man I feel like shit because of it and what's worse is given the opportunity I know I would do it too. It's messed up but I feel a sense of fatherhood from him but it turns me on and I can tell it's the same for him too I just wanna show him appreciation for everything he's done for me but I feel horrible abt it because of my aunt I love her so much and this would be a huge betrayal. So I probably will never do it cus it's wrong but now it's gonna be in the back of my mind forever and I hate that as well

By Anonymous Sep 30

Family CONFESSION

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