Being a pervert for shame and insults

Hard to believe but I don't have any feelings about what anyone thinks or says about my did functional way of being watched by ladies and girls while I am nude and playing with my dick. While I was in prison for a few years and I broke down and got use to the fact that any time gaurds would make us get out of our clothes any where female guards to and I would piss them off by playing with myself in front of the females. When I did that I would be put in the hole or lock down 24/7 for 45 days. It was hard to stop doing this stupid thing. That's when it became a serious problem. It was so much a good feeling for the ladies to insult me and shame me as I did that for reasons of disgust that was when I was crazy and snapped. After that I never was the same but never talked to anyone about what I did and I changed into a dick and sick old man. Help me please.

By Anonymous

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