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Rebound sex, with a male
I was thrown out like the trash. I got back from work and my things were in the hall, thrown out and the lock had been changed. She never spoke to me again. I went home, I needed to get my head back together. At home I ran into the older brother of a friend from high school. I let him have sex with me, my first time with a male. He went all the way and it was only after he got off that I froze up, realizing that I had a very good chance of becoming pregnant. Lesbians do not use birth control.
I have a daughter now, I live with my mother. I am staying at home because I cannot afford daycare. My daughter is twenty months. I paint part time, when I have time. I don't date and I haven't met any 'woman' that I might be interested in. It's like pregnancy and child birth turned all my hormones off. My 'sexual' expression is through my art, but my mother can't see it. I mean it's in her face. I use pictures of my sex as inspiration, then develop my painting around it. It's not a wonder to me that people don't buy it, a large painting of an open vulva over a sofa in the living room? Disguised as a flower.
Get over having sex with a man and getting pregnant. It happens everyday to women. Your just as valuable as you were before and being a mom even more valuable. Find some lesbian friends you haven't seen in awhile and enjoy yourself. Then pick yourself up off the floor and get another job for yours and your daughters sake.