Why can’t I make this happen.
I’m 36 female still live with my parents and only had 3 boyfriends.
I can comfortably say I’m addicted to watching porn.
99% of my free time I will be watching porn and masturbating.
I fantasise about being fucked really hard having cum shoot over me and treated like a slut, I want all the nasty stuff that’s what really turns me on.
I now have a partner, we have been together for 3 months and I’m petrified to even think about having sex like I want, I can’t bring myself to try and encourage him to fuck me harder and to cum over my face.
Sex seems to be a big let down for me.
Even after we’ve had sex and he goes home I will watch porn and masturbate and fantasies being fucked deep and hard.
Why can’t I make this happen?
Need a older more open lover , who actually give you what you want , and not make you feel embarrassed. Spice is nice kinky can be hot
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If he’s someone you really like and don’t want to lose (but need better sex) tell him you really like him and want him to know about some of your fantasies. Make sure he knows the slutty stuff you want is a bedroom-only fantasy, not who you are as a person. Sexuality can be complicated and not everyone understands or is open to a variety of sexual need just for the sake of sexual satisfaction.
Ease him into it. Start by just asking him if he wants to cum on your face when you're sucking him. Most guys will love that but if he's hesitant tell him you find it hot and want to try it. Move on to suggesting some new positions you haven't done, maybe break out a pair of handcuffs or silk ties. Once he's taken a few steps towards some kinkier stuff tell him you want to watch porn together, put on some stuff you like andvtell him you want to try that. If he won't do it or even get that far find a new boyfriend.
Maybe you are a lesbian. Try having sex with a lesbian and you will never crave a man again. Try it sweetie. I think that's what you are looking for.