I can't believe it surfaced.
I am a 45 year old mother of 4, I live a very quiet, Prim and proper little life but it wasn't always that way, Back in college I was a bit of a wild child but only for a couple years, During that time I made a mistake which has come back to haunt me in a big way.
While in college a friend of mine had met a guy who introduced her to a guy who set up a meeting with a guy who made low budget porn. She went and checked it out, Did some photo shoots and a couple movies and had made a shit ton of money, I asked her about it and she got me in touch with the guy, I should have known I would regret it but he was exceedingly good and convincing me it was a good idea and a great way to make cash, I was 19 at the time, 5'3", Freckly and had B cups, I had a small, round butt which I would say was my best "Asset" and as soon as I walked in he had an idea in mind for me, I did my "Casting" which included a bunch of naked pictures and then I gave him head, He laid me on the couch and had sex with me then came on my face and told me I was going to be a star.
I went home slightly apprehensive but he didn't let me have any time to chicken out and in no time I was on set, The entire movie was all about how I was a young teen whore and about how I would bang anyone but focused mostly on my step dad, My 3 step brothers, My 3 step uncles and 4 step cousins but...There was a bunch of scenes where I was with my 3 female cousins, My auntie spanked me then licked, fingered and fucked me with a strap on while my female cousin watched as punishment after catching us, I was with multiple people in most of the scenes and it was stuff like my step brother fucking me and my cousin or my step uncle fucking me and one of my other female cousins, Multiple step uncles fucking me at the same time, One scene I got caught with no panties hanging out with all my male step brothers and cousins and they gang banged me and all came on me.
It took 3 weeks to make and I have 28 sex scenes, It is 2 hours long and the grande finale is my uncles all walk in on me sucking my step dad, Soon I had all 4 dicks in front of me sucking them, My step brothers come in, Now I have 7, Then my step cousins catch us and there is a group of 11 guys taking turns on me, My 3 aunties and each of them with 1 daughter catch us and they all put on strap ons so in the end scene I had 17 dicks fucking me and 6 pussies all punishing me and making me lick them. The end is a bukakke scene and as the camera fades out one auntie sits on my face and the rest of the aunties and daughters rub cum all over me. It took 14 hours to film and I remember crying for days after.
Now all of a sudden this film which I thought had been destroyed has surfaced and is making its rounds in our city of 50,000 so...Ya, I know a lot of people here and most have seen or heard of it. What do I do?
I live way out in the middle of nowhere you could stay with me and My 3 step brothers, My 3 step uncles and 4 step cousins. We will take care of you
Would love to see some scenes , and it's nothing any adult hasn't seen before
Don't worry about it. You didn't do anything in the movie that the people watching it haven't done or thought about doing. Be proud of your work and ask them why they were watching that type of movie if they weren't turn on by it and thought about doing the same.
Own it baby, own it. They turn their noses up, fuck their husband's, give the hags something to talk about. Sure many have things they could be judged over. It just isn't circulating over town (yet).
There's not a lot you can do about it now! My wife and I made a couple of amateur porn films in our early 20's,we're both 45 now and like you we thought they wouldn't surface again but they did and our sons friends showed him the videos of me and another guy dping his mother!
My wife was in a similar situation. She'd had a lot of sex with a lot of men in our small city in Ohio. Young and older guys. A lot of professional men - lawyers, judges, doctors, company owners, 2 elected officials. This went on for 14 yrs....then we married and had two children.
As the kids grew we began running into parents of their friends, soccer and baseball families, school and church, etc. A lot of these males had had oral sex from and on my wife - and/or just good old fucks! 3 dozen or so.
It made my wife nervous that some parent would tell their kid - and my kids would find out and be embarrassed to learn that their mom used to be a very active piece of tail in this county!
Then at a wedding of a nephew - she see's that the father of the bride is an older guy, her boss at one job - whom had fucked her for 6 years! She was so awkward around him, and he had a rep for being a ladies' man, freq unfaithful to his wife - that it didn't take long for my brother and sis in law to figure out that my wife had been one of his conquests! I think the girl knew and told my nephew....who told the rest of the family. Her married dad fucked my wife pretty regularly over a 6 year span - before we met.
! AWKWARD now at family gatherings!
I did GDP twelve years ago and still get noticed.
Don’t worry about it if they have seen it ask why were you looking at me if they have not seen it tell them you can’t believe what you hear My wife and I have the same issue she’s a Hotwife and has made some Hotwife porn with other guys and we too are from a smaller city but it really doesn’t bother us anymore it’s our life and we love it besides its not right to judge other people hold your head up and be proud of yourself and your family f- - k them if they don’t like you for tat they didn’t like you to start with your true friends will come out for you😁