I am a cocksucker
I sucked one cock when I was 13 or maybe 14 in 1977 or 1978 of a friend of mine. It eventually became a daily thing for 2 years during the summer break from school. After that I didn't I didn't have any interest in cock. Until 2021 I'm married man for 40 years.
Sex kinda got Stale so I got to where I would have sex with other women. Until ED problems.
I started reading sex stories and watching videos. Just to get off, eventually found gay sex stories. I let one guy suck me. But couldn't get hard.
It still took me about 10 plus years to realize that I was a bisexual bottom. I wanted to pleasure other men. And I actually suck now at least once a week.
I find that I am happier with being nude on my knees sucking other men that are mostly dressed.
The first time I had a cock in my mouth I was around 7 or 8 years old I was living with an uncle who took advantage of me. He had me sucking his cock so much that it felt normal to do it. By the time I was 11 he was fucking my ass and making me suck his cock I was 16 when he stopped I guess I was to old for him. I got married when I was 20 and I had told her what happened to me and she was the only one who knew. I still had the Urges to have sex with a man and she knew that. She used dildos and a strapon on me but it wasn't the same. I don't know where she found this guy but she came home with him and said that she wanted to watch and see what it's like between two men. I sucked his cock really good then he put me on my back with my legs up over his shoulders and he started fucking my ass hard and deep. About 5 minutes into it I started to cum and my wife couldn't believe that I actually had an orgasm from this guy fucking me. She told me afterwards that it was the hottest thing she'd ever seen. That was the beginning of a new lifestyle for us and we had an open marriage ever since then and we both were having sex with other men. I am older now and I have slowed down a lot I have a friend that comes over once a week or so and we play for a few hours.
Weird that I had no bisexual urges until my 50s. Now I'm mid 50s and can't get rid of them. Reading many men experience this later in life. Maybe it's because sucking off a younger man I have no strings attached, no chores to do after and not bargainh for sex like with my wife. But I'm strongly addicted to cum now! Younger years I couldn't even watch 2 men kiss without getting sick at my stomach. I guess we change! Love me some in their 20s cocks as lo g as they are non smokers. Smokers cum is disgusting!