BISEXUAL BETRAYAL OF WIFE 25 YRS. FUCKING POSSESSED.

Not obsessed rather possessed. Can't come clean so at least here ( Confession may alleviate some guilt & shame, IDK!) My first wife, I thought my life, she the focus and objective of all erotic, real meaningful sexual arousal and stimulation. She dumped me for a black man, so painful shocking, painful totally rearranging my sexual interest, changing my orientation, at least to a significant degree.
I soon remarried hoping for a quick fix, cessation to my behaviour. I was possessed, more than obsessed indulging in masturbation. When I fucked my new wife I'd pretend it was my EX and I was one of her black lovers. I have never really sincerely fucked my present without enacting this fantasy during sex.
In ,2009 I began a vicarious life indulging in homosexual acts with black men, pretending I was my EX and letting them use me as I imagined she was being used. Adjusted to anal, got good at sucking and swallowing, being a whore as I imagined her to be.
I hookup with black men every chance I get, I get erect thinking of being used as I imagine her.
No matte how hard I try I become her in pseudo vicarious sex acts I fuck gangsters, thugs anyone black feeling I am her satisfy black men using her Talk about a double lifel

By Anonymous

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