Cheating on my bf

My bf works away from town so he’s not with me but he doesn’t feed my desires so when he is gone I invite other men to come fuck me inside his bed. They fuck with or without a condom, I’m not picky, but I make sure I leave a mess and I don’t clean it up so when he comes back he lays on it. I masterbate to the thought of him laying on some other guys mess with me