I love panties way more than pussy.
At the end of my last attempt at pretending to be a man, I realized that my exe's cheating was the perfect addon thrill to my crossdressed solo masturbation sessions, while she was out getting fucked by whoever. Even now, two and a half years since we split up, the orgasms I have thinking about that are so much better than any orgasm I ever had with her. It's really the only thing that I don't regret about that relationship, the thrill of being a true and willing cuckold sissy.
Since then, I am committedly and happily pussy-free, which is a very good thing, since none of the porn that I've ever saved has a single vadge person in it, She even knew from the start that I could only ever finger her or do her with a dildo or by using the strap-on that she used on me.
I love having girls as friends because girlworld is full of so many things that I love, prettier clothes and perfumes, etc., and I even love living with girls, but the hetero obligatory penetrator stuff is not a role that I want to play. There are some girl friends for whom I would happily lick their yucky pussies but only if they demanded that I do it while they make fun of my soft floppy sissy clitoris. I'm quite the humiliation whore, it makes me have some kind of mind orgasms that I love to re-enact while doing myself with my trusty and very valued vibrator.
I find that I get off more from being a pathetic sort of male who prefers to masturbate and wear panties and bras every day, and to feel my skirts and dresses as they give me a delicious sense of naughty vulnerability and queerness, with my sissy cunt so exposed and barely covered. I know that I would love to be fucked by a man, but the whole idea of getting so intensely involved with anyone, right now, doesn't appeal to me, and if it doesn't happen, as long as I can be the sissy that I truly am, that's fine with me, because the sex that I have with myself has always been way more satisfying than with anyone else.
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