I like being fucked but......
I like it when I get some dick up my ass but, I've seen some of these videos where these young guys are fucking another gay guy and they are literally fucking the living shit out of him. Now, I've always been afraid of getting fucked too rough or too much because I don't want to turn into a sissy. But if I ever got fucked the way I see these guys fucking some of these other guys, I would be a sissy before I even got out of the bed. They fuck for hours. And they fuck long and hard and then they start kissing and making love. I would be a sissy in a hot second if that was me. I think what it really is, is that I don't want any of my friends finding out that I know any sissys or that I like the kinky life. Around my friends I act like a normal dude chasing hot women. But when I get by myself I chase sexy young sissys, and I love it when they want to fuck me. I want to be just like them one day.
I'm funny about this. I love having a guy suck my cock. And have had many guys do just that. And I've even sucked off 4 or 5 guys and even fucked one much younger guy in the ass at his request. But I don't want any of the hugging and if a guy tried to kiss me I'd knock him out. But if they just want to give me a good blowjob I'm all in.
Too late, you’re a sissy.
I get it. I life in two worlds. The one where people think I’m straight, and one where they know I’m bi. Someday my worlds will likely collide. But for now it works.
I am married and bisexual no one knows that I love sucking cock and getting ass fucked only my wife and the men I have been with. My family and close friends have no idea that I am bi. That being said most guys just want a blowjob or a quick fuck. And that's okay but I have to admit that when a guy is really into fucking me and he lasts a long time I enjoy becoming a sissy for them. And if he wants to kiss me as he is fucking me I don't have a problem with it. Because it's more like making love and not just getting my ass pounded by a guy.