How I learned to enjoy giving blowjobs and eating cum

A man and his wife lived in a house just a few houses from my house when I was in 3rd grade. When I would walk home from school, the man would be on his front porch or outside doing yard work and would always talk to me and invite me in for some coke or snacks. His wife would do the same some days, but usually it was the man. After some time, maybe a few months, the wife would start playing with the man sexually. She would take out his cock and ask me if I had one and if it was the same and things like that. She would jerk on him and suck him and lick him, and ask me if I wanted to touch it and jerk it and maybe lick and suck it. After many times, I agreed and would often jerk him off and lick and kiss his cock. But, every time he would be ready to cum, his wife would push me away and take his cock into her mouth and finish him off and eat his sperm. After many times doing this, the man told her she was selfish and that I did a lot of the work and deserved to enjoy the reward also. But, she would argue and never let me take his cum in my mouth. She knew it would make me jealous and, it worked. Finally she agreed and let me take his cum into my mouth. I felt like it was big honor and that they made me a huge favor, so I wanted it more and more. This is now known as classic grooming.

Then, I would stop at their house after school every day and suck him off a few times. I think in 6 months, I sucked him off more than 50 times, and I enjoyed it. I would always ask him if I could take his cream. It was my way to ask to eat his cum. After almost 1 year, actually it was near my 10th birthday, they let me come to a party at their house that had many other people. Probably 15-20 people at their house. I found out later that this was common for them on weekends, and in the late 60s and early 70s, these type of parties were quite normal. Well before AIDS, swinger type parties in our city were not uncommon. Grooming and using young boys and girls by adults was also not uncommon. Usually at their parties, were couples, a few single girls and several single men. But, the most common were couples. I don’t think I can accurately estimate their ages, but I suspect early 20s to mid 30s is most likely. They would let the men (and often couples) take me to their bedroom and I would suck them off. I think in the first party, I sucked off another 7 or 8 different guys. After this, guys would come to their house often when they knew I would be walking home from school so that they could get blowjobs from me. My single mother worked overnights at a local hotel, so I could frequently go to their weekend parties as well. I did this for about 3 years until we moved to another city. I can say that I would always hope to find someone waiting for me on my walks home during the week, and I probably went to their house on weekends every time my mother was working. At least half of the time. I was trained to think that what I was doing was a special honor, and I learned to really like eating cum. I become a very good cock sucker before I was 12 years old. It wouldn’t be overstating it that I was a professional cock sucker. It’s probably accurate that I sucked more than 100 different guys, and gave more than 1,000 blowjobs in this time. All before I was 13 years old. I learned to love to feel the taste of sperm and to feel a cock shoot cum in my mouth. It was a game to me, and the goal was the cum shot. I never let anyone fuck me anally, but many asked. I was scared of that, and a good cum swallowing blowjob was always better in my eyes, and ultimately in their experience.

After we moved, I often was looking for more men and couples on my walks home from school, but I never found that same situation. By the time I was 15, I mostly lost the urge and went through what most my call a normal puberty and became super girl crazy. I was well into my 30s before I sucked another cock, and that was on a lost bet on a football match in a Prague hotel. It was with a wife and husband again, and the memories came back very quickly and strong. I started looking for ways to do it more often and found trans girls were a great blend of what excited me. Probably best of both worlds kind of situation. IMO of course.

I never had to get any therapy, and to this day, I don’t characterize what happened to me as abuse or harmful physically, sexually or even mentally. I am a high functioning adult with a successful family and career life. So, while what happened was illegal, immoral, and probably shocking to 99.9% of all people, it was for me something quite different. I have no regrets, and actually have some fun pleasant memories of these events and this time in my life.

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