Failed D/s-relation pushes me into submissive cravings

My SO have wanted a full on BDSM relationship with me taking on the Dominant role. We have gone from Hotwifing to an open relationship over the past few years.

The problem has been that she cannot comply entirely with my demands and orders (even though she still insists she want this type of relationship with me). I have a hard time connecting with others while she has had no problems finding dates and forming new relationships. So I don’t get anything out of this while she gets a whole lot.
This has left me frustrated and I have slowly felt myself sliding into more submissive thoughts and fantasies as a result. I have a craving for being hurt by her, for her to find another Dom and to realize that she can submit to him fully, like she wasn’t able to with me.

Guess I’m becoming an emotional masochist.

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