Ex-Boyfriend
When I was 17 I started dating someone much older then me. Everything was fine for the first 6 months. Sex was normal kind of plain, good but plain. My parents went away on vacation for 2 weeks during my summer break and my boyfriend was determined to stay over. The first night he did, he asked me if he could show me something different. I wasn’t fully sure what he meant but said ok hesitantly. He told me to go shower and not put anything on after. I did as I was told as he liked my ass and tits I assumed he liked that I had freedom since my parents were gone. When I got out of the shower and back into my bedroom he asked me how much I loved him. I told him I loved him a lot. His cock got instantly hard which wasn’t anything new. He told me that he was going to show me how much he loved me. He made me get on the bed and face him. He put a dog collar around my neck with a metal chain. He told me I was going to be his whore that night. I was taken back because he never said or done anything like that before. I didn’t know what to say but he decided since my nipples were getting hard that meant I wanted him to keep going. With the dog collar around my neck he started to eat me out till almost cuming but each time stoped before I cummed. He enjoyed doing that to me but I was so horny and wanted to cum and he wouldn’t let me. He then told me to get on all fours and held the chain tight and started to spank me. He made me cry but kept going. He told me if I loved him to take it because this was how I was suppose to let him treat me. That night he screwed me so many times , so hard. Each time he would cum he cumed deep in me, he wouldn’t let me push it out he enjoyed me being filled. He would cum and spank me with that leash on me. He wouldn’t let it end. He enjoyed making me cry and calling me his whore, his cum dumpster, and his slut. He spoke to me so derogatory and told me how I would grow up to be nothing but a hole for men. He screwed me till the morning and when he was done it hurt to walk because he screwed my pussy and ass so many times. For the two weeks my parents were gone he kept me in my house and screwed me most of the time, he made me do things I would have never done on my own. He put a but plug in my ass for hours at a time, he made me stay naked and he found different things to put up me to see how much my pussy could take. I asked me to stop and he told me my body told him otherwise. He made me cum so many times but in the most humiliating ways. He enjoyed everything he did ti me those two weeks. He would get enjoyment out of screwing me from behind when my parents called me and I had to act like I wasn’t being forced to degrade myself. We broke ip when my parents came home. After him I kept everything to myself but found myself playing with myself alot and always getting off to what he did to me. As I got older I never want normal sex and usually get screwed rough. I once screwed my best friends dad to see if I could get him to screw me. He was sex deprived in his marriage and I had no remorse for sitting ontop of him and making him blow his load deep in me while telling me I was a home-wrecking whore. When he made me cum he grabbed me by my throat and told me bitches like me are going to hell. I was riding him and he was squeezing me harder and I was getting light headed he cumed so hard in me I swore I felt it in my tummy. He let go of me got off of me and told me he never wanted to experience this type of lust again. He made me get to the edge of the couch and push his cum into his hand. He then made me lick it off his hand. He never screwed me after that but told me every time he fucks his wife he replays me fucking him.
I blame my first boyfriend for who I have become and how I need to have sex.
I'm sorry, but you need to forgive yourself first and enjoy what you enjoy. You're not a bad girl.
I like doing this to girls. Cum and cry, cry and cum!