GETTING OLD

I ADMIT I HAVE TO HAD SEX FOR A LONG TIME
WITH A MALE ORR FEMALE.THE PROBLEM IS I WILL BE SEEING A MAN.
BUT I HAVE A ONGOING PROBLEM WITH MY FLAT
THAT NEEDS TO BE SORTED.
I ADD I BET ON HORSES TOO MUCH MORE LOSERS THAN WINNERS.
I AM OVER 65.
TIME I WILL NOT STOP.
I AM THINKING NOW JUST TO PUT BETS ON AND FORGET THEM.
I HAVE ALL THE S TOYS I NEED FOR A WOMAN AND STRAPS.
I AM ALONE BECAUSE OF MY ADDICTION.
I NEVER EVER WENT TO MY OLD EMPLOYER FOR HELP.
I SHOULD HAVE.
I ADD ALSO I AM OVERWEIGHT.
I AM NOT A LONER GAMBLING DOES THAT.
MY FIRST SEX WITH FEMALE TIME WAS BETWEEN AGE 32-33.
SUCH A LONG TIME AGO.
ALSO I CAME TO A BIG CITY HERE IN UK.