It was a fun night
My husband has had a cuckold fantasy since we met at age twenty seven. Now days we are both thirty-nine.
Over the years we would roleplay a few of his fantasies or ideas. I have always kept a healthy stock of lingerie around. There is something about the right dress or the right bra that can make you feel sexy confident and desirable.
from age thirty five to age thirty eight we talked seriously and openly having a strong and healthy relationship. We discussed at length actually involving another man in our bedroom.
We had a close friend who was moving out of state soon and I knew he has a serious sexual attraction to me.
I went ahead and talked it over with my husband he was excited and okay with it.
I wore a little sage green dress with thigh highs and my favorite sexy high heels.
Either way it goes I felt sexy and confident.
Our friend is younger at twenty six years old.
We had an incredible experience it did last awhile and I had several orgasms.
My husband enjoyed himself and more then enjoyed watching me with another man.
Afterwards for weeks on end my husband would take me several times a day.
It was like right after we married and our sex life went from routine to spicy as all get out.
I do have some body issues and self-esteem issues with it.
I have two kids and after my body was a little more shapely and pudgey. Slightly muffin top my butt got thicker so did my thighs. But I got sexy curves and I have a shapely mom bod.
So I guess there is some trade off but I work out walk and go jogging.
My husband a few months later asked if I would do another open date with another guy. I tell him yes but I'm shy and nervous about how my body looks. We talk about it and my self esteem issues I'm having not losing the weight I want to lose.
After reading the rules I won't mention sites but my husband has shared several pics to my shock and horror in some of his social media sites.
We had a serious talk about respect and my consent over what is shared.
I did however read the comments and I was amazed or surprised about all of the decent not so sexual comments about people opinion of my body. It gave me a big head for a few days and I strutted my my bod for a few days flaunting it.
I agree to let my husband pick a guy no pics till we meet up just texting.
He found a guy I guess kind of interviewed him and then we started texting.
After a few weeks we agreed to have him over to our house.
I have thoroughly enjoyed our conversation very respectful intelligent and delightful to talk with.
If I can't have a intelligent conversation with you I have no business sleeping with you.
He is very smart funny and cultured he is college educated us Army veteran. He is thirty six years old I know he goes to the gym almost daily. I know he is almost a foot taller than me.
I'm excited to meet him I have so many emotions I nearly feel like I'm emotionally cheating on my husband with him at times. Our dirtier texting constantly has me in a frenzied state of wanting him.
The day arrived for us to meet I was giddy and on cloud nine. I'm not planning on letting it go to sex on first night just a meeting up feel each other out.
He showed up in a nice car. I see it on our ring. I go down stairs. Wearing my favorite sexist dress. Little red number stopping mid thigh I'm wearing my thigh highs my favorite set and my favorite high heels. I'm wearing a corset under my dress. I plan on teasing him to the point of a second date is guaranteed.
I meet him and my husband at the door.
I'm impressed and shocked.
Tall gi joe muscular very handsome baby face looking like he is in his twenties. Light black skin short wavy hair tattoos huge biceps omg I'm drooling. Sharply dressed smooth deep voice. I'm so confused why after seeing my pics he wants to play with me.
We sit around talking I'm melting already feeling weak in my knees.
Several times I tell my self only a slut puts out on the first date.
Then a few times he put his hands on my shoulders and I know he could tell I wanted him.
We had a few dances in the living room.
Some how he more then turned me on.
He asked my husband should I show her what we talked about.
We all agree. Then he undid his pants. I'm frozen and nervous.
The thought I have is that is supposed to fit inside of me.
It a light brown ebony anaconda ten inches he bragged soft.
The head is shaped like a bell thick long and slowly growing looking at me.
The drinks doing there job my body needing something my mind is blank I'm so aroused after our dancing.
There it is my hand reaching out and touching it.
Gripping it I hear my self say owe wow. I'm agreeing to sleep with him and let him film it.
I'm on birth control and we don't have condoms that will fit him and he didn't bring any.
We are okay with it this once.
I somehow actually managed to suck him off completely once it made me feel so slutty and fun.
I don't know how but he got the whole thing in me at once.
It felt amazing.
It was just big enough to completely loose my mind.
I watched the video my husband made and I was a complete whore for this man even letting him cum in me.
We are debating a second date with him but I'm nervous I feel like I was entranced by him under a spell. Like I feel a second encounter could be dangerous to our actual Fidelity.
Advice please
Oh for gods sake it’s too late now bitch. You never gonna stop thinkin about that thing so get as much as you can. If a 10 inch cock makes you leave your husband it was meant to be. No shame in it. Maybe you needed big dick more than you realized.
How many big dicks made you realize what a whore you really are?
You are on a dangerous path. You are too emotionally connected to this man and if you continue with him your marriage is in danger. If you and hubby want to continue the cuckold lifestyle, then do not fuck anyone more than once or twice, and do not do all that texting beforehand to get an emotional connection.
Thank you Dr. Ruth!
First thing you need to do is talk it over with your husband and explain how you feel with the other man be honest and tell him everything. If you're husband still wants you to continue with this lifestyle then enjoy yourself and have fun with it. My husband wanted me to cuckold him and I had sex with a few different men and it was okay but when I met a black man that was very well endowed he had the biggest cock that I had ever seen before. And once I got over the pain from him forcing himself into my pussy I began having orgams one after the other no man had ever been able to do that to me before. He had me doing things that I wouldn't let my husband do to me. Now my husband is a true cuckold for me and I love the control I have over him so if it's the lifestyle you want enjoy yourself and spread your legs and let other men have your beautiful pussy you only live once.