My Secret Past

Almost 2 months before my 9th B-day, I had my first period. Very shortly after that, I had heavy lubrication when I would look at sexy guys, and sometimes ladies. I had to wear panty liners to keep the wet spots to a minimum on my panties and tights.
This was before the internet and cellphones.
I started having these weird thoughts about being taken. It took me over half a year to use myself as bait.
The local highschool was only three blocks from my home, so I would sneak out on Friday nights when a football game was being played there.
I started dressing as sexy as I could. I secretly bought a tennis skirt and rolled it up to make it shorter. I wore a blouse with two of the buttons undone. There were no high heels in my size, so I wore flats. I bought some cheap makeup and put it on heavier than I should have.
I would walk around the parking lot and get close to any cute guy who was not there with a girlfriend. Then after the game was over, I would walk down a road that was heavily wooded with houses spread far apart.
The fifth game in a row that I did this at, a muscle car pulled to the side of the road. Three guys were in the car. Long story short, when they offered me a ride, I got into the backseat with the lone highschool kid back there.
They took me to an area in the woods and put a tarp, then blanket on the ground, then proceeded to rape me. All three finished in my vagina twice.
Afterwards, I could barely stand, let alone walk. The threatened to kill me if I told anyone. One of them wiped my vagina off with a bandana.
I asked for my panties back, but the driver said no. They dropped me off about a block from my home then sped away.
I saw that I was a mess when I made it to the bathroom at home, especially my smeared makeup and messy pubis and thighs. There was still streaks of blood and semen.
It took about two weeks for me to feel normal again. It was hard walking like I was not in pain around my parents.
When basketball season started at the school, I did the same thing at the second home game. The third home game, the same three guys picked me up and raped me. They eventually started sharing me with more guys. I always strugglled. They gave me some of the money they charged.
I had three illegal abortions before I finished highschool.
My parents would not spend money to send me to a college. Almost as soon as I finished highschool, they married me off to a college graduate who was 27 at that time. We moved far away from my family within a year of our marriage due to his job. He does not know about my past. I have three boys and two girls, everyone thinks I am the perfect Christian wife and mother with a boring past.

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