I want her to swallow
Before our first date, she sent me nudes. She told me she would swallow, and we had sex on our first date. I didn't want to, which I tried to tell her, but the pleasure made me give in after she started pushing it. She sucked me off and swallowed, I wasn't really into it and didn't enjoy myself. After that first night she basically refused to pleasure me in any way. She would use her hands for no more than 30 seconds and refused to suck me off unless it means I would fuck her afterwards. She would then tell me a bunch of stories about having sex with her ex, going in detail about how she swallowed him and sucked him off and told me he was bigger than me and how many times she sucked him off while refusing to do the same. But she expected me to make her cum so many times a day I felt used. I told her about this, and she would start to suck me off and put some effort in my pleasure. But later on, would make me feel bad about it and said she only did it because she felt obligated. Now I'm just confused but our sex life seems ok after some talking. Apparently, she was scared to suck me off at first because of some tik tok and shes ok with it. But it doesn't sit right with me because I want her to swallow me epically since I make her cum two or three times during sex and eat her out to orgasm as foreplay. But she refuses to do something to me that she did for her ex who treated her like a fucking sex toy and refused to pleasure her and made her cum once or twice in their 3 month long relationship. It also bothers me that when I'm the boyfriend who would die for her, she refuses to swallow but when I'm the guy she just met and wants to fuck before she even knew my name, then she'll go out of her way to swallow and tells me how badly she wants to swallow me. Am I wrong for this?
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