I'm conflicted about the morality.

So, I(25m) got a digital camera for my birthday when I turned ten. Like most kids with a new obsession, I took about a million pictures a day for a year or so, then I largely forgot about it... Or so I thought, until five years ago when I was cleaning out my closet to move. I found the camera, and just for shits and giggles, I found some fresh batteries and switch it on to flip through what I had on the card. I'm glad I was the one to find it, because it included amateur porn. I'd taken mirror selfies and videos of myself, I'd say I was about eleven-ish, stripping, spreading my cheeks, playing with my dick and putting an M&Ms minis tube up my butt. I haven't deleted any of it, but I've made damned sure none of it's going on the internet and the memory card has stayed with me. The thing is, watching the videos gets me hard as a rock, and I'm trying to hate myself for that, but I mean... Who am I victimizing here? Nobody else is in any of the pictures; as far as I can tell, nobody else even knows they exist. I don't remember taking them, but I remember getting into my dad's porn mags around that time, so I was definitely exploring my body and shit; this seems like something I would've tried on my own. Are there even laws for something like this?

By Anonymous

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