Masterbated thinking about my nephew
Uh..well to give the story context, I (20 something F) had been caring for my nephews and niece for years. Don't wanna give too many details, but, after I moved away, I felt terrible and wanted my relationship with them back, specifically the eldest. (We'll call him Daryll)
But as I lay awake at night I found myself imagining that relationship DEEPENING and before I knew it I was jerking off.
This is problematic because the kid is like, 12.
And obviously we're related.
And I'm married.
Anyway, I feel like a disgusting piece of trash, and obviously I'd never actually do anything to any of those kids, but I haven't told anyone about this.
I've hardly even admitted to myself.
And I feel like these are just strong maternal desires manifesting in a weird, fucked up way but idk.
Thanks for reading!
Follow your desires
Creep I’m making sure you get reported thinking about touching an innocent child fucking pervert I hope his mother whoops yo nasty white ass.
Pedo
You’re a pedophile who needs to be tracked down and out in jail right along with anyone agreeing in the comments I hope you never have kids and you should kill your self pervert.
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We all have guilty naughty thoughts and temptations. Definitely know when and when not to act on them though. Dirty chatting w married ladies my thing. Maturefirefighter@yahoo or maturefirefyter snap if you're naughty and interested.
We share a guilty pleasure very unusual to find a like mind on here
Sometimes you just need to share I have masterbated over my stepdaughter quite a lot, she is mid 40's I'm mid 50's, not sure what I would do if she actually wanted sex, I hope I could fuck her but it's so different in reality.
I understand fully, we are human and we cant help who we fall for or why it happens.
I split from her mom a few years back but still have contact and see my stepdaughter so I too still have thoughts about her regularly.
In a perfect world everything would work out
Thank you SO much. I didn't expect anyone to be supportive <3
Think supportive is something we lack these days, I wrestled with my interest in my stepdaughter, still do but find her extremely attractive to the point of masterbating thinking of her in many situations.
As I said its necessary sometimes to air these thoughts.
Your welcome the support is here when you require.
You know what mr? You're right. People today, specifically online, have such automatic and visceral reactions to what they don't understand. Fuck the Internet, I'm going outside.
You've been an inspiration kind stranger, that the world isn't always so judgemental.
I just know how you feel emotions, attraction family, sometimes you are attracted to someone who knows why but in my experience my stepdaughter got more interesting the older she got.
I'd love to have sex with her, would I or could
I are 2 big questions.
I appreciate your comments, you are a healthy normal woman , hopefully not a stranger now.
I can only imagine how much worse it gets with time.
My nephew is strikingly handsome for such a young age, but he's still an awkward kid. At 18 though, it might be a different story.
The push and pull of such a relationship is tough. You want them to reciprocate your feelings, but you know that could never happen and if it did, the shame would be so heavy.
After sharing such an intimate feeling, no we're not strangers! I would say... Friends, in a way.
I started to really notice my stepdaughter in her 30's looking her over as she visited her mom, slim brunette about 5ft 5 tall great bum small bust amazing blue eyes hard not to look really.
It would become very serious if anything did happen between us, is it love or sheer lust I'm not sure.
Well I'm glad you class me as a friend, these emotions are hard to deal with in isolation I know
Gee, she sounds friggin gorgeous, no wonder.
I think when it's someone close like that, it's both love and lust.
Omg, I know. I've dealt with everything in my life in isolation until recently. It gives you a kind of tunnel vision and everything seems worse than it is.
I'm scared to say I'm in love with her, but maybe I am feelings are so strong so much so I take risks looking at her hoping maybe she will catch my looking.
I dont think if 2 consenting adults feel the same way about each other how it can be wrong.
She too is married so many issues to address.
Sounds like you're really in a fix here. I'm so sorry, I wish there was an easy answer. Love and life are both so complicated and you never know the right time to hold em or fold em.
I only wish you both good luck.
I think she may have to remain my guilty pleasure for now, you're very understanding yes it's a position not really ideal but cards dealt and your hand is your hand.
Do you still find release in masterbating over your nephew.
I... Honestly thought about him just yesterday. I don't know if it's so tempting because love or because I'd like to be looked up to and idolized.
I suppose I'm only understanding because I've been in both positions here. Obviously I've been the one looking but also, I have an adopted brother about 15 years my senior and he has hit on me, even once coming out and proposing we be together. I respectfully declined, for many reasons, but mostly because I did, and still do love my husband.
Still, I felt so bad for him, and I knew I absolutely could not be mean to him about it.
Nobody chooses to be in this position. It just happens.
I think if circumstances aligned then it could happen, inhibitions lowered and in the heat of the moment maybe that's my fantasy playing out love that girls small waist and lovely neck .
Mmm....
Sometimes I imagine it would happen just like that. Maybe a little liquor would help those reservations drop.
Sometimes I imagine he's already thinking of me. After all, I once was loudly jacking it in my room, and I'd checked on him afterwards for some reason, and he asked why I was "moaning". Of course I lied but man I was flustered.
P.s. Im a BAD fucking liar.
Got me all worked up talking about my sexy stepdaughter
...me too.
Might have to take care of myself
Think we will both be seeing to our needs
Oh God I needed that.
Thanks, Bro.
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