Bicourious

Some people say being bisexual is ‘best of both worlds’, ‘being greedy’ etc. in my experience being bisexual is not an easy journey through life. From 14 years old to now, 50 years later, it’s been a roller coaster ride and not always a pleasant one. From social norms and pressures, guilt, doubt, unbearable need to utter despair, I’ve had it all.
There has been wonderful moments to, of course but in my late 20s I chose the heterosexual path, married, had kids, the norm, but it very nearly did not happen.
The homosexual desires never go away, the urge for a man, man company, man sex can be almost overwhelming. Yes, sucking a man off, getting fucked or whatever is great but for me to get that I have to behave furtively, with risk of arrest, physical risk and risk of stds.
Bring some of that shit home to your wife.
Not bloody likely!
So I continue to fantasise, whatch gay porn and masturbate but I want a lover, married, like me, a friend mostly but able to share each other’s homosexual side.
Greedy, aren’t I?

I have been bisexual for most of my life. And yes I have had sex with men but I have never kissed a man and I don't find men attractive in any way. But I love cock just looking at one gets me aroused and I don't know why but it does. Love how it feels when he is getting harder in my mouth I don't feel gay about doing that I don't look at a man and think about having sex with him. I don't do this all the time but when I get to thinking about it I can't fight it. It has nothing to do with the size or color of a cock because I have had all kinds of different types of cocks over the years I enjoy having it grow and get hard and when he cums for me that is the best feeling ever I know that I have just pleased a man and I go about my way. I have been with the same man more than once but I love how no cock is the same and as soon as a guy pulls out his cock I just lose myself into it.

Oh yes I agree it's all about the cock not the person, no physical attraction to the rest of them, just the cock and making it orgasm

Totally agree. I’m not attracted to men in the slightest. I find women extremely sexy and love their breasts and shape. But I also love the sight of a nice juicy cock. I’d love to taste one and take one in the ass one day.

I too love taking a man to the point he cannot stop his orgasm! If you ever submit to a man totally (anal) you will be forever changed if he can bring you to the most incredible climax you can experience. When he gives you his seed deep inside!!!! As his cum slowly escapes over the next hour secretly reminding you of your submission and his conquest! now I'm horny!!

You have my attention and I have been reading many stories about sucking another man's cock and getting fucked in the ass and I have never been with a man before and I want to start with finding the cock of a man who has experience with other men and wants to fuck me and ram his cock down my throat and pump cum in my mouth and ass for my first time I really hope that someone can help me with this fantasy I'm looking forward to

Maybe I can help if your in South Georgia?