Difference between thinking and doing
Married. Straight man.
Always wanted to experiment but I married young. Always wanted to give a blowjob but clearly, I’m married so not going to happen. Doesn’t stop me dreaming though.
One day, the opportunity arose. Late night, at the gym, no one else around except me and another guy. He must’ve caught me looking in the shower and said ‘you can suck it if you like’ I obviously gave an unconvincing response as he changes his tone then ‘oh. You actually would like to suck it? Well, come on then’
He walked over to me and pulled my hand towards his dick and I gripped it as he got bigger and bigger but I couldn’t bring myself to do any more. He even put his hand on the back of my head and tried to encourage me to my knees but I fought back.
I eventually squatted down so I was face to face with it and he stepped forward so it was basically touching my lips but I just couldn’t do it. So I stood up apologised and left.
Always regretted that decision but I just couldn’t do it.
Done with the right person it can be quite an experience or your worst nightmare if they tell anyone which in my case they did.Being married i panicked when a second lad around 19 or so made it clear he knew my little secret and how to keep it secret.The second lad was rather smug and wanted to watch me unzip him and lick the full length of his cock on a regular basis .I had to move in the end and give up what had started of as a one of.
A friend of mine once admitted he had tried it once and hated it .He said thankfully it was not local so he never had the worry of seeing them again.
I was so curious about being with a guy after I got married because I was always getting hit on even when I was with my wife... My wife loved it, thinking about me her young husband's teenage looks and cute twink of an ass getting fucked. The more she teased me the more curious I was and questioned the thirty-something hung Puerto Rican guy from work "What's it like to stud girls and guys?" He was an admired gigolo by the black and brown men on the loading docks. Not a one actually knew that he serviced guy's and had a thing for young slim twinks with nice assessment.
My wife's gorgeous and his meeting her at the company picnic was impressive both for him and her, she'd always had a fantasy about Hispanics and how forever horny they seemed to be. I found myself teasing subconsciously and after a few too many my smooth perfection of an ass got painfully taken.
I was horrified by what I did, sucking his huge cock thinking that would be enough and all of a sudden being sissified,, weakly whimpering like a schoolgirls firstand allowing myself to be manhandled and raped through torn underpants that I came in just from the anticipating of him raping me. He ordered me to wear my wife's pink ruffled lace panty tomorrow, Tuesday, because he loved them last Friday when he was with her when I worked late.....
I thought she'd gotten them as a surprise for me not him....and yes I look surprisingly good, better than her in them.
I Played along but would then make out they were mistaken .Sometime`s id wank over the thought of one or even two young men thrusting in and out of my mouth but once id come id feel so dirty having such thoughts while leading a dead straight life,Thankfully while out of the area a very arrogant young man in his late teens wanted what id lead him to expect he would get and once in my mouth gave me what id fantasized about for a very long time. It was a wonderful experience that only his arrogance had made possible.He gave me his number and at first i was tempted to throw it away but no women has come close to the excitement id felt with his big cock in my mouth so iv kept going back.Don`t think i could handle the stress of looking elsewhere when he give`s me what i need.
I was the cutest submissive sissy of a kid in my preteens. Older boy's were always trying to get me to be with them and not necessarily boys I even knew.... The park near the catholic school my parents sent me to had an assortment of boys of various colors and ethnicities that relished a pouty lip'd fresh-faced smooth preppy ass'd kid on a tie, blazer and kinda sissy short uniform shorts. Come on, mom hemmed them six inches above my knees, what was she thinking? It turned out that six inches became a trade-off for tease for the first black kid with a six inch swinging dick. He sported my monogrammed tightie-whitie underpants over his basketball shorts as a trophy to show-off that he'd taken me and my pink cheeky virginity. I ran home pantyless and told no one but strangely fingered myself in my bubble bath and had a first orgasm . I laid in bed in fresh underpants on my tummy that night pretending that Jammer the black kid was fucking me again. I did this every night for a week cum'n boycum in my boy panties and wondering how I could go back to the park and not be obvious....
You'll never know if you don't try it. The thing I remember most about my first time was how nervous I was until I finally took it into my mouth and started sucking on it. It was so exciting having a thick, hard cock in my mouth that my nervousness vanished. I sucked on it for so long that my jaw began to hurt but I could not stop, it was such an awesome experience. then he put his hands on either side of my head and started thrusting his big cock in and out of my mouth, probing the back of my throat occasionally and causing me to gag but I endured until he blasted his cream into my mouth with such force that I felt some of it squirt out my nose.
I don't intentionally go out to find cocks to suck, but when my wife and I attend orgies, I never refuse a cock into my mouth.