Little Submissive Gurl
I like wearing women's lingerie. I love wear panties. I use to pretend that I was sick to stay home from school. My folks had to work. I'd stay home and wear my sisters panties and bras. I liked them more then wearing my underwear. I liked the silkiness against my little hairless pee pee. It made it have a stiffy.
When I got older, I'd buy my own panties to wear with a bra that I'd put thin dark socks that I would roll up. Pretty I would wear dresses that I would buy in thirft stores. I would dress up as a gurl and head to known bars that would accept you as a gurl. The older men would hit on me. I liked the attention they gave this young gurl. I let them feel me through my panties. My little clitty was only three inches long. They loved it. Sometimes I'd leave with them in their truck or car. I'd let them do what they wanted to do with me. I did what I was told. I'd suck their cock and then they would pull down my panties or I would and sit on their lap. I liked having sex in the back seat. I also loved having their friends there. I'd get completely naked for them. I'd suck ones cock as the other is fucking me as a little gurl should be fucked. They would cum and I'd milk their cock. I'd go outside if it was warm and squat pushing out the cum. I'd wipe up and be ready for the next one. But vans were nice to be naked in especially the conversion vans. They were warm and have a small potty. They would take pics of me giving head and getting fucked if friends of his were there.
I got married to a girl who never had a clue that I was this way. She just got out of a abusive relationship that ended up with her pregnant and was pushed into getting an abortion. She married me six months later. I really loved her.
We were married for seven years. I hadn't had cock or wore lingerie for that long. But the thoughts did cross my mind. I joined the service. Went to boot camp. But she broke my heart. While I was nearing the end of training I went to another school. I was there for two months. I got home to find her distant. She didn't want me to touch her. But she left with me to our new post. She didn't really want to go with me. But she did. We got settled. She said we needed to "talk". We took a walk. She told me that she met someone. Did you fuck him? She wouldn't say. Wasn't important. I asked her again. Did he fuck your pussy? Final she said yes. I told her that I forgive her. I was thinking she fucked him once...that wasn't the case. She fucked him all the time that I was gone. I was hurt. I felt betrayed. I cried. She told me everything one night after she bedded me. It was a long time being husband and wife in bed naked. She was on top looking down at me. I asked if I caused her to fuck another guy? A little bit she said. If you were bigger it probably wouldn't've happened. Looking up at her. Do you love him I asked again? Maybe I do. But I'm here masturbating YOU. He does have a nice cock that I really enjoyed sucking and it felt wonderful feeling it in my lonely starving mouth filling my throat, pussy, and as I really enjoy and miss him. . It was like a light turned on. I know that ass fucking feeling. Memories flooded my mind. All of a sudden, I had an urge for everything like I once had. I thought that was behind me. She said in time that she loved me. But my heart was busted. We stayed married. Our sex was different. She asked if I could prove my love to her by doing what she said to. Yes i can do that. Anything I said. Anything goes right? Yss i said. Good she said. Open your mouth. So I did. She cough up some spit and she spit it in my mouth. Swish it and swallow it. I did. She kept doing that nightly plus more. She pee'd and I swallowed. She'd did another thing too. I told her that had alot of germs in it. She said she ate all heathy foods and very little germs. Besides she said, itll be warm and moist. You love me right? Yes I said. Then your going to eat it then. She told me I had to wash that down with her warm pee. That's what I did. After I ate her warm shit, and licked her ass, I told her that she could fuck other guys. I told her that I'd service her after she came home. I told her that I loved her that much.
She did do that. I ate her cum laden pussy when she came home. I started wearing her dirty panties and bra on days she worked and I didn't. I went on line and flirted with other men. I'd show myself to them. They wanted pictures. So I used my wife's camera to take pics with. I deleted them everytime I used it. Different guys wanted me to do various things for them. I was enjoying myself. Everything was great. Wife was bringing me home rewards in her pussy and ass. She even had me lick her cum drenched panties. She asked me if I'd ever been fucked by a guy? I kinda asked her do you think I'd like getting fucked by a man? Without hesitation she said "YES". I think you'd love having a cock fucking and thrusting up in your womanly feminine ass she said. Would you like that honey, being fucked like a woman by a man in your ass whole wearing lingerie? I said I would like that. We'd put you in a nice panties and bra set like the ones that you were wearing in the pictures that I found in my i was embarr camera...she looked at me. I was embarrassed. Stupid me. I looked down. She took her two fingers and under my chin lifted my head up. She looked at me. Are you wearing my panties?...No I said. Stand up and take off your pants honey. I stood up but tried to walk away from her. Get back here or else. I walked away. I went outside and walked around. When I got back, her two girlfriends were there. Both looked at me with smiles on their faces shaking their heads. Honey my wife said, come over to me and give them a hug. So I did. Honey my wife said, take down your pants as I asked before or else. I glanced at her friends. They weren't smiling. They had serious looks on their faces. Do I have to I asked her? Yes you have to honey. So c'mon get them down and off. So I took down my pants. My wife said honey take them off. My wife and her friends saw my panties...I wore her panties to work. Tell them what you told me. I didn't want to. So she dug out her phone and played what she and I talked about. As it played, my wife said honey, take everything off except for your panties. And you need to stop wearing my panties. I did as she told me to do. I took everything off. See, I told you that he had a clit for a cock. They just shook their heads. Honey, does another man turn you on? Hugging and kissing. My little clitty couldn't hold it. Sucking and licking his big cock? Sucking on it and finally swallowing his warm creamy cum? My little clitty had a stiffy. Look at that tiny pathic thing. Girls, take a pic of it and show his face and his nothing that he has and send it to your friends. They did. She showed them the pics of me in her phone. She started calling me nasty names. My clitty started to pulsate each time she'd call me a name. Precum was rolling. I was embarrassed but yet, turned on. My husband the sissy! A fucking shit eatin sissy gurl. They all laughed as my stiffy pulsated up precum.
I wore my wife’s panties for about 15 years.
We would shop for them together.
A drunk driver in a hurry to get to another bar before closing time hit our car injuring me but killing my wife.
I can’t bring myself to wear women’s panties now.