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I have not seen my mother in 15 years. I was taken away from her because she molested me from the time I reached puberty till I was 14. She had me when she was only 12 so she is still young. She contacted me 8 days ago and asked me we could get together and talk. As soon as I read the message I thought about what happened. She left her phone number to call her. I was with my girlfriend and we were having sex . I was about to cum and she moaned and it just reminded me of my mother. I started to cum and was imagining she was my mother. I came alot. After she left I was feeling bad for thinking about that. Then I started to tell myself that it wasn't my fault I was the victim of it. I went to look at the message and dialed the number without really thinking why. As soon as I heard her talking it made me feel so horney. She asked me if we could meet in private to talk about everything and try to find a way to make peace with everything. I told her that it's not easy to make peace with knowing that i fucked my own mom and that I had fun doing it even though I knew it was wrong. Told her to make peace with it I just have to accept it and own it. So I told her I had a deal for her. I told her I would meet with her at her house as long as we were all alone. I continued to tell her if I start to feel like I wanted to just go ahead and do it with her would she let me as long as after we just accept it and move on. She asked me if I really thought I would feel that way. So I told her that I was thinking about it ever since she contacted me. I even told her about what happened with my girlfriend. She told me to stop because I was making her wet. I told her I'd make peace with it all if she just allowed me to decide what I want to do when I see her. She told me she would let me do anything with her. But she told me if I think I would feel bad afterwards to not even come over. She told me that she only wanted to make peace with me. Now I am supposed to go see her in an hour. I have been thinking about nothing else but cumming inside her pussy without asking for permission. I never felt like that before. Now I need to do it with her in order to make peace with the fact that I used to really Enjoy it. She would always make me wear a condom when I fucked her. I just want to finally get it in her and feel it the way it is. And I just want to see my cum drip out of her. I really don't think I'm going to care after it happens. I already know that my dick was in her. It was actually fun to do it with her. We got along really well. I only felt bad for it because I knew it was not really acceptable. Now I am an adult and my dick is alot bigger and thicker. She is only 43 now. And all I keep thinking about is doing it with her. I'll tell you if I do it.
What happened?