Closet feedee and sub
I’m a closeted feedee and bdsm sub. I’m married to a man that absolutely love and want to spend the rest of my life with. But he doesn’t really share my kinks. He is trying more and more with the bdsm though.
I haven’t told him too much about the feedee kink though. He does know I use to be a former web model for feederism and sometimes I like my belly rubbed when it’s full. I’m nervous to tell him because I do sometimes struggle with bulimia still (long past) and while I don’t want to be huge, sometimes the idea of being force fed snacks and treats while being tied up gets me so horny. Sometimes I want him to squeeze my belly and tell me he’s going to make me fatter while there’s nothing I can do about it as he stuffs more food in my mouth. Then I want him to spank my ass and take me from behind while he tells me that I’m going to be his good girl if I let him fuck me like the piggy I am.
Why am I like this? Lol. Even as I type this I’m getting turned on. I have to visualize this while I masturbate in order to cum.