Regret it now
I’m now missing something I never thought was possible.
I started seeing this guy and at the beginning of any new relationship you try lots of new things.
His thing was for me to lay on the bed naked while he walked around the room playing with himself talking out loud about how fuckable I am and what he would like to do with me.
It was exciting at first then it became boring, he was more happy to do the above then actually have sex.
Once he had ejaculated that was it, he was done.
The relationship quickly ended.
Now six months on I would do anything to have him walking around me saying how fuckable I am while he masturbates.
I didn’t appreciate what he was doing and to find someone willing to do such a thing is going to be tough.