My best friend is a fag
I made him suck my cock. I humiliated him . I slapped his face with my dick, F***** him in the mouth And made him Cry ! I just kept forcing my cock down his throat Until I blew my nuts . I ordered him to eat it and when he did I just shook my head and walked out . I hate him! He kept this terrible secret from me for years ! Now I don't care at all. I go there and make him suck my cock and then I leave . It's embarrassing to know that he would suck on another guy's cock and especially swallow cum too! I don't even consider it sex, I'm just abusing him with my cock because it's my buddy ! It gives me a cruel thrill to force my cock down his throat . It gives me a sense of satisfaction to choke him with my dick ! He's just a fag and it makes me feel good to know that I'm making it worse by forcing him to swallow more sperm every day .
I had a friend growing up that gave me head almost daily.
May I interject a possible theory to your violence? Psychologist here, by the way, I can guarantee you're experiencing extreme disgust and jealousy. Disgusted from homosexuality, periodt. Jealousy, this one I am absolutely sure you can agree with soddenly in your basement where you escape ever so frequently due to your shame and fear of your own homosexuality. You can't stand that your friend is openly gay and has courage and nobility to be so honest on something that requires no courage at all. You are hot with anger. You are also attracted to your friend. Faggot.
Sounds like you enjoyed getting your dick sucked by a guy. That makes you just as gay as he is.