Late nights

I don't know why but I get really aroused of the idea of committing rape and murder only specifically to women I really want to open up their insides and play with them I want to rape them before they die and watch them beg and beg and beg for mercy I want to abuse them i want to cut them and listen to their screams i want to own them and ruin them i keep thinking about i doubt I can do it but it keeps me awake at night I masturbate to it I think about humiliating my female friends by psychically and sexually assaulting them against their will and impregnating them.
I know it's morally wrong but I don't care
That is all

Sincerely ~ Mr.M