Girls just know
I was cuckolded at an early age. I dated a very hot young lady 2 years junior staring in my 3rd year of high school. I never got very far with her but she was gorgeous and I was crazy for her. I left for the military, she dated while I was gone,no problem. We resumed when I returned. She then attended an all female college. I would go to see her and attended many of her college events. One night she was late to meet me at her dorm. Her dorm mates signed me in. I hung out for awhile with them when they offered to dress me up so I could just be one of the girls. I couldn't say no as I was a life long closet crossdresser. When my GF returned I was tweezed, shaved , made up and dressed in a lovely playful cocktail dress, pantyhose, 4" heels and a rather seductive wig. My GF did not seem pleased at all. Her demeanor was cold and distant. Eventually she ghosted that little get together. The girls consoled me and told me she would come around. "Nobody can stay mad at you ,your too cute". I was torn as I hated the idea of losing my gorgeous GF. But the exhilaration of dressing was also gorgeous.
When I caught up with my GF a week later she was cold. She went away for Christmas break and on her return she told me she was dating an older man. She 19 him 39.
I was crushed.
My next relationship was with a man . I was age 23 he was 47. I guess I took a cue from my exGF and got my own sugar daddy. He was very nice to me. He loved when I dressed.