Force Me To Suck

I’m married. I’m attracted to women. I’m not especially attracted to men, but I have this craving to suck another man’s cock. I’ve been able to suck my own cock since I was a teenager, and it’s incredible! I love the taste of cum! I do feel fortunate, but my desire for another man’s cock in my mouth is overwhelming me. I want this man to control me and force me to do things to him. I want to be his cum guzzling slave. I remember an Irish guy from college - he had this huge 11” cock that he was always showing off in the locker room. I wish he was around, I’d love to worship his cock right now.