Curiousity

I am a 47 year old man. I have always loved women, and still do. The female form is so amazing. but every once in a while I get the desire to explore sexual acts with a man. I am not attracted to men at all. I just wonder what it would be like to suck a cock or get fucked in the ass. I have been pegged many times and I love it, but I have a desire to experience the real thing.