I used to have a fat fetish

This is uncomfortable of me just thinking about it, but here goes. I am 18 years old. For the past seven years I have had a fat fetish.

I would get off to fattened cartoon characters and people in real life. It disgusts me. I never sought pornography of the material though I did watch SSBBWs when I was younger. Frequently I'd go to Furaffinity or Deviantart.

It came about when I was young and in middle school. I was 300 LBs then. I was depressed, and felt that I didn't match with normal people. The weight did go away. The attraction to fat did not.

I have been clean for over a month now. A therapist assessed me and determined I only had fetishistic disorder. No other disorders were observed, like coprophilia or pedophilia.

I don't know if I can repair myself or forgive myself, but I am seeking counseling. If there is any hope, maybe these guilty thoughts will go away. I don't know anymore. I will say some fetish artists stopped dead and returned to normal, but others kept on going. I no longer get aroused to the art.

What should I do?

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  • Give in to your love of fat girls. I did I'm with a 23 year old hot blonde who is 275 lbs. I never came so hard in my life.

    She does anything I ask. Especially public sex. The more she is humiliated the hard she cums. I only allow her a rain coat and heels when we go out so everyone can see her body. She always naked in the house and I'm constantly masterbating or fucking her.

    This summer we spent hours on a local nude beach, fucking as people watched. I even made her eat other women after I fucked them.

    Truthfully, I am madly in love with her and want to get married. I never want to lose my fat dirty perverted bitch.

  • Whatever you want.

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