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I fantasise about becoming a porn star

I’m 23, I’ve only had one boyfriend; I was a member of the Christian Union at my university (I still kind of half-believe); I lost my virginity at age 21.

Despite all this, I would really like to appear in a porn film. Any kind of porn film.

Why does this appeal to me so much?

Honestly, I would like to see if I could go through with it. I would like to see how everyone acted around me when I turned up (the naughty girl who was going to get naked and have sex on camera). Would I stay cool, or would I be a nervous wreck? Would I look sexy, or would I seem ridiculous? Supposing there was more than one guy in the scene? Supposing there was a group of guys? When I get nervous I go red and find it really hard to talk. Would I just be this nervous, shaking, silent girl, buried under a pile of guys?

I visit sites and think about sending an email and finding out if they would be interested in filming me, how much they would pay, what I would have to do... The thought of it is driving me crazy...

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      • You say you're Christian. I have no problem with you sleeping with men.
        What was it like when you lost your virginity?
        Was he Christian, too?
        Was he gentle?
        Did he wear a condom?

      • What do you look like ‘op’?

      • Tallish, slimmish, attractive...ish ;) I have red hair and wear glasses, which seems to be a fetish for some and a ‘turn off’ for others!

      • Would you do anal?

      • I don’t like having anything my bum. Why is anal sex a thing? :(

      • Because it feels amazing! It looks good as well

      • ‘Looks good’? You mean on camera?

      • Yeah! Looks amazing to see a guy sinking his cock into a girl’s butthole hmmmmmmmm

        We want to see a cock in your butthole op x

      • I lold at this. I am going to try the mirror thing though, when I have my home to myself :)

      • I can supply a cock if you need one

      • If you are serious, the best thing to is to go home one night, stand in front of a mirror, turn on all the lights in the room you are in, take off all your clothes, and start masturbating, preferably while filming yourself doing it. that way, you can see not only what you look like when you are naked and having sex, but when you watch it back, you can see what you look like on video when you are fucking (albeit, only fucking yourself). all this is easier than asking another person to have sex with you on camera (or cameraphone or however you film it),as they may not go for that. also, depending on what you want to do on camera in your porn debut, always do anal and cum facials in your private life first before you do them in a movie. noone likes a cum dodger, and butt sex takes a lot of prep work (enemas, lubes, buttplugs, etc.) that not everybody wants to do. believe me, if you WANT to fuck on film, there is someone out there who will film you. EVERYBODY is nervous their first time having sex on camera. anyone who says they weren't is lying. buy cool underwear. get a bikini wax. have a safe word. and have fun (or LOOK LIKE) you are having fun. maybe i'll see you one day!

      • This is actually really good advice. Thank you for your advice anonymous friend x

      • Ohh do u have any material done by u getting f****

      • No, I have never been filmed having sex (or doing anything sexual!) I have taken nude selfies but have always deleted them straight afterwards!

      • Send them to me and I’ll rate them for you. Serious offer. I’ll let you know what I think and delete them without passing them elsewhere.

      • Thanks for the offer. I will think about it but I will need to be sure you will actually delete the pics.

        I am still thinking about trying this and wondering if I will enjoy it.

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