OMG, what was I thinking
I am so pissed at my daughter right now. Her dad and I have been divorced for 17 years. I am happily married to another man. My daughter recently had a baby of her own, but now wants to go back to work after having a year off. She asked me to watch my granddaughter, but I too am planning on returning to work soon after changing careers, so she asked her dad, my exhusband. He agreed but needed a little help getting started. I agreed to go over and help get him going. On the second day I was there, he started pouring on the charm like he did when we started dating. By day 3 he was full on flirting with me. Now I love my husband, but he has never satisfied me sexually like my exhusband could. He was one heck of a lover and had the perfect size penis at 7 inches. Not too big, not too small. We divorced because he was a major DICK who couldn't keep his pants on around other women. So anyway, I stupidly started thinking about the sex and started to get horny. I kept looking at his crotch and eventually he caught me. He asked if I wanted to have sex, but I told him NO, and got up to leave. I grabbed my purse and headed for the door. When I turned around to say goodbye, he was already standing there naked. His chest muscles were oh so yummy looking and his legs were more tone than I remember. I told myself to walk out the door, in fact I begged myself to leave, but I didn't. I just stood there and let him walk over, pick me up and take me to the bedroom. It was AMAZING. I know I can't go back and help with my granddaughter or I will just fall back in bed with him every day, but if I don't go back my daughter will know something is up and start asking me a hundred questions. I am so fucked, WHAT WAS I THINKING?