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Im a whore?
My husband is a trucker
I am alone alot
I cheat on him alot over the years
He don’t know.
Mostly with married men.
I just get lonely.
Am I awful?
I have 4 steady guys on the side. 3 are alot older
I always liked men that are old as my dad.
My husband knows them and would never think i would fuck them.
I always was careful my 2 children are my husband’s.
Just i like experience of a older guy lusting over me.
My boyfriend is a firefighter and his schedule has him at work for 24 hours and then home for 48. He is not gone as long as a trucker but 24 hours is long enough for me to be able to indulge myself. I have a handful of steady guys I can rely on. At least one of them is available at any given day. I am also seeing a couple of firefighters that are at different stations but that I've meet through my boyfriend when they were all in the academy. A lot of these guys are married and much older too. With all that sometimes things just dont line up so I still try to go out and do the one time hook up with strangers.
You're my hero.
I'm going to pray to your spirit.
I can understand the feeling of being alone, it sucks. You find yourself talking to people you normally might just pass by. You start asking yourself would you do her or not, it becomes a game . Then one day it becomes real and there you are in some strange room with a stranger you don't know. In the beginning you are just going through the motions but sooner or later you you find yourself at east with it. There you are, calling yourself a whore or something worse and wanting more. Its a terrible cycle , one you may not be able to get rid of, good luck.
I wouldn't say you're a whore, you're being too hard on yourself. You aren't getting paid at all by these steady or older gentlemen. You are an unfaithful cheating slut though, but who knows, maybe that's not a bad thing. Good luck to you.
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