I like to get beat up.
I'm a female and I love it when men are mean to me. I like it when they use, beat, blame, etc. me. I will love them but they would take their anger out on me, they can cheat on me. They would make me do everything for him. I'm in a relationship right now and he abuses me and treats me like a slave. When he has no one else to have sex with, he will an intercourse with me, and he pulls my hair alot. At the beginning of our relationship, we would fight alot because I was stupid back then, we would end up making out and lead on to sex after because he is a master at seducing skills, and he pins me and takes control. But the problem is now, I'm pregnant, and he's the dad. I know for sure he doesn't want a child. He would kill me, the baby, or leave me. I hate lying to him. He loves me and I love him. I can't tell him or that love is gone.
I like things like this too. Sorta. I like being humiliated. I like being punished. I like being made to do things I actually do want to but its so shameful I need my boyfriend to "make" me do them. So we pretend I dont like something and Im only doing it because I'm being "forced to", just so I dont have to own up to it. I wanted to be humiliated so my boyfriend started fucking one of my friends so I had to watch. And he makes me go down on her. He makes me eat her before they fuck and then throughout the night. I makes me clean her off of him.
One of my lady friends can only cum when she experiences pain. I'm surprised I've never ripped her nipples off, considering how hard I pinch and pull them when I'm cumming inside her. I also bite her clit so hard that someday I will end up totally removing it.
My wife likes to cheat on me. She feels guilty about it so she asked me to beat her because she was bad. Well I am not into that. I have always been told you don't hit a women. Truth of the matter I enjoy her fucking other men it turns me on. But still she wanted to be punished. So we joined this BDSM club and we go their when she needs to be punished. She enjoys being whipped and spanked. She also loves weights being put on her nipples and clit. At the end of the evening she usually fucks the master that punished her telling me she needs to come back later and get punished again. Its her kinky thing and its not me getting punished and I get to watch her fuck somebody else its all good.
I spank my girlfriend if she hasn't been bad. She needs a good spanking for the things she will eventually do.
You should hit women when the need to be put in their place!
I love you
If he really loves you, his love won't "go away." the other way round, if he is using you for his fetishes, then yes. BDSM can be quite erotic and beautiful but abusing should not be confused with it. You are still ignoring the reality. Just keep your eyes open and listen to your senses. If he loves you, he won't be furious on hearing you are pregnant (he just might be afraid and that's okay). A few of my friends (or their girlfriends) got pregnant too and they handled the situation with care. Wish you all the best :)