I have rather weird fetish I think..
I have never seen my biological father and I love to have sex with older men because the thought of partner possibly turning out to be my dad is a major turn on for me.
I don't know if that would be the case if I knew my dad. Incest itself isn't all that interesting to me but now finding out somehow that he is my father when he cums balls deep in me is just something I would die for.
I know it's all kinds of wrong, but that kinda just makes it so much more sexier. I have had plenty of troubles because of my preference (obsession) of sexual partners and other mental/emotional issues that I have but still I do it despite the therapy and medications. Yay me.