IDK why I ever did it.
My wife and I have been separated for several weeks now and we have talked about getting back together but she is living with a friend of hers ( Another Woman ) and she admitted that they have been having an affair for a few weeks before she left me.
I was pissed when I found out she left me for another woman well actually I was outraged to think of her and Carla in bed together what were they doing anyway using dildos I just couldn't picture my wife eating another woman's pussy that was disgusting but I found myself also a little curious until we talked on the phone and she admitted the she likes to eat pussy.
I hung up on her but I called her back later and apologized for my outburst and she explained that she liked oral sex and Carla was very talented that way and she was very proud of herself when she made Carla cum eating her pussy.
I was still disturbed but curious so I looked up a lesbian site and watched several clips of woman on woman and it did turn me on.
I began to wonder if men felt this way to and I flipped through some gay sites and watched the guys go at it and that was not as enjoyable as watching two lady's go at it but I was still curious about the man on man thing.
I was to embarrassed to ask anyone for advice and I couldn't just walk up to a guy and ask him if I could give him a blow job so I stated looking for swinger sites .
I found a guy that was willing and he was just curious to see what it would be like so we arranged to get together at his place and it was very awkward to say the least me being very macho and all and Chris was a small guy kind of wimpy to so we only talked for a few minutes before going for it we tried first a 69 position but I was taller than him and it was uncomfortable but his cock was hard so I had him sit in a chair with his legs apart and I went down on him first.
His cock was hot in my mouth and it tasted faintly like an Iron taste and his pre cum had a musky salty taste to it but it wasn't to bad I wasn't sure if I wanted him to cum in my mouth or not I had not made up my mind when he grabbed the back of my head and started to roughly force my mouth down on his cock as he hunched upward making strangled sounds in his throat then he forced his cock into the back of my throat and his hot cum shot into my mouth os forceful spurts his pubic bone bruised my lips as he came and I was swallowing as fast as I could until he just sat there limp in my mouth.
I caught myself still sucking his soft cock though and felt my face flush in embarrassment.
Then we traded places and my cock was hard now as he went down on me.
I was sitting there trying to remember what his cum had tasted like but at thet moment I was so busy I couldn't remember but it left a slightly sour aftertaste in my mouth I was still trying to remember each thing that had passed during my short experience then I surprised myself when I grabbed his head and forced his mouth down on my cock as I erupted in his throat.
We were very uncomfortable with each other after that and I left soon and now I kind of wish that I had stayed and tried it a second time so I could get a better feel for it maybe I will find a more experienced guy and try itagain.
I'm to busy fucking women to even consider lowering myself to such a nasty ass thing to do.
I've found out that sucking cock and swollowing cum, is addictive as smoking crack. I sucked my first cock when I was 12 years old. The boy next door and I were comparing our cocks, he asked me if I wanted to kiss his cock. Well kissing his cock, lead to sucking his cock. Well with him being a couple years older then me. I got the surprise of my life when he shot a load of cum down my throat. I had never cum before, hell I'd never even jacked off before till this day.
Well needless to say I still enjoy sucking cock, and sneak away to get some every chance I get. My wife and kids have no idea what I do, and hope they never find out.