2x a year is not enough, I've had it
I need sex. I've brought it up so many times and been shut down the same amount. no talking about it, no effort to fix it, no hint of desire. I've been honest, I need sex, intimacy and to feel like we're not roommates. I love her but this is eating me alive.
I'm going to set myself up with a side thing and that side thing will be men, maybe a group of them and hopefully somewhat regular. I want to be passed around. I think I may have snapped. in my frustration and disappointment I don't want a girlfriend or to cheap with a woman. Don't want to give a woman the time of day. I want to go the other route.