He won’t cheat with me
I am in the process of stepping away from a marriage in which my husband was too controlling. I have been making up for lost time and am enjoying knowing how men will go for me if I give them the slightest hint I’m available.
I have a friend whose husband I’ve always found attractive. He’s pretty fit with shoulder and a chest that get me wet just thinking about it. A couple years ago I was visiting them and every night I was there I masturbated to the thought of him coming downstairs and quietly fucking me before going back upstairs to his wife. I also thought of leaving my dirty panties where he’d find them. I swear it took everything I had not to just push my dirty panties into his face and force him to smell my scent. I know I’d have had him if I could have just had that perfect moment...
I know that’s an awful thing for a friend to wish for. I have always wondered if he would go for something like that though. His wife, my friend, is pretty fat. I love her but honestly she is so fat I wonder how her husband even puts his dick in her. I have always believed he’d love the opportunity to fuck a woman who wasn’t fat enough to eat him for a snack if he didn’t give her a big enough orgasm. (Okay I am being mean now...)
Anyway a few weeks ago I started a casual conversation with him on messenger. At first it was innocent enough, talking about sports and stuff. Little by little it grew to be more risqué. Before long I was sending him pics of me in my panties, and he sent me a few topless pics as well. His body is amazing and when I put his pics next to mine our bodies look incredible together.
I was very open: when he wants to fuck me I am ready. We live in different parts of the country but it just so happens he travels to my area for work. We agreed to fuck on his next trip. I was so excited. I was so aroused at the thought of him going down on me, cumming in his face, leaving my scent all over him.
Then as quickly as he agreed to have an affair with me he backed out. I told him I understand and couldn’t blame him. He is in a good marriage and he’d be an idiot to mess it up. Even with as fat as his wife is.
So anyway over a week later we haven’t talked. Probably better that way. I know I should feel shame that I had these thoughts with the husband of a friend, but I don’t. Instead I feel disappointment that I’m not going to get to fuck the man I’ve wanted to fuck for years now.