Obsessed with a boy ...
I volunteered at a summer camp as a counselor this summer, and met this sweet boy there, that I cannot stop thinking about. I have a few pictures of him from the camp, and I masturbate at them several times a day.
We are kinda "friends", and keep emailing each other, and I fantasize about what will happen next year, when I see him at camp next year.
I never thought I could be gay before ... never had a girlfriend, but did experience all the "right" feelings to some of the girls in my grade, etc.
And I am not interested in other boys (I don't think), just this one ... I am obsessed with him, and can't think about much else.
I am 19, he is 13 ... I know it is totally illegal and stuff, but can't stop thinking about him.