Limp and Lonely
I recently went on a double date with my friend Chris and his girlfriend Cassidy. The girl I was with, Stephanie, was nice and all, but it was only our second date--we were still getting to know each other. I thought it would be fun to meet up with friends, and she agreed.
Here's the thing: although I like Stephanie (cute redhead), I really have the hots for my friend's girlfriend Cassidy. She is a gorgeous, short-haired brunette with an ass to die for. I actually asked her out once, but she said that I'm not her type. She wasn't rude about it, thankfully. I'm still totally infatuated with her, and I'm jealous that my friend Chris is dating her.
Anyway, the four of us went out to dinner, and it was fun. On the way back, Chris said we should stop by his place for a few drinks, and we did. We were getting pretty drunk and just listening to music, when Chris started making out with Cassidy. They started undressing in front of Stephanie and me, and Stephanie looked at me with a smile and wanted to make out too, so we started kissing.
I was really frazzled by the whole thing, because I couldn't take my eyes off of Cassidy the whole time. I had always envisioned her nude, and now I was getting a chance to see her. It wasn't that I didn't like Stephanie or anything, but Cassidy is so much fucking hotter than her that it isn't even close. Stephanie could sense that, and even grabbed my chin and one point, looked me in the eyes, and said, "Don't look at her--look at me."
Well, Chris and Cassidy started fucking a few feet from us, and I couldn't really process my feelings--I was green with envy. Cassidy is my dream girl, and to see her in the throes of passion, watching her pussy get fucked and creamed, made me feel like I was being cheated on, because I'm really in love with her. I so wished that I had been the one giving her orgasms.
Meanwhile, Stephanie undressed and wanted to fuck me, but I couldn't stay hard. She gave me head for a bit, and then grinded her wet pussy across my dick while we kissed, but I could only maintain a partial erection. It was so embarrassing. I apologized, but she just said that we could try later and that we should leave.
When we left Stephanie pulled out a cigarette and said she wanted to have a talk. She said, "You have feelings for Cassidy, don't you?" I said that I didn't, but she could tell that I was lying. She said, "I could tell there was something wrong, because you were checking her out, while kissing me less like a gf and more like you were my brother." She said it wasn't going to work, and that we should quit dating. It has been a week, and I haven't heard from her since.
So basically I couldn't stay hard, lost a girlfriend in Stephanie, and have massive unrequited love/lust for Cassidy, who is dating my best friend Chris. I'm really sad and lonely.